I felt a dip in the bed and two strong arms grip around my torso. "Emily?"
I hurriedly flung myself around and kneed whoever the imposter was in the crotch.
"What the-?" I looked over to see Chandler laying on the floor holding his manlyness. "What the hell- damn- JUSES!" He swore rolling around in utter pain.
"Chandler!" I screeched hurriedly getting off the bed and running to his aid. "Baby! I'm so happy you're here! Where- you know what it doesn't matter, oh- um I'm sorry about you're uhm, under areas." I blushed.
"Jesus fuck. The hell was that?" He groaned, shooting his baby blue eyes up to meet my emerald ones.
"You're here."
"Yeah and I'm not feeling so welcome." He replied signaling towards his painful place.
"Baby," I cooed sitting next to him, "I'm so sorry I though you where a crazy murderer psycho."
"What?" He chuckled.
"Um nothing." I madly blushed. "Wait. Where have you been." I asked grief and anger now entering my veins.
"What do you mean?" Chandler questioned.
"I mean, I was in the hospital. And- and you weren't there." My voice started to sound scratchy and soon warm tears fell from my eyes.
I feel a firm calming hand brush against my arm but I flinch away from it. "Tell me." I urged.
Chandlers mouth opens ready to argue, but he quickly shuts it and thinks of a new answer.
"I was with Dani." He chocked out.
"Why. Why where you with her." I asked, my voice was sharp in to the point. Not wanting any bullshit.
"She- she was there when you weren't and I just needed someone." He spoke with his voice trailing off at the end. "Emily." He urged, pushing his arm out and rubbing on hand across my cheek.
I took it all in with a deep breath before slowly replying, "it's okay."
"What?" Chandler asked, confused.
"It's okay." I spoke again.
His face seem to light up a bit but fell again as he glanced down back at my torso.
"So it's true. She's gone."
"She?" I questioned.
"Yeah, your baby- our baby was a girl." He stuttered rubbing circles across my hands.
I breathed in filling my lungs with much needed air, "yes- she is gone."
"Emily, you know I still love you. Right?" Chandler questioned.
"Yes."
"And I will be here for everything."
"Yes"
"Please say something else."
"Chandler, I think we should take a break." I spoke just above a whisper.
"W-what do you mean." he questioned. I could hear the pain in his voice.
"I just, don't feel the same about you. After losing.. her. I just feel, differently about you."
"You're not leaving me." He spoke.
I looked up to see that his eyes had darkened, I flickered my eyes down and saw his fist clenched.
"Emily," He said softly
"Save it." I spat.
"Emily please cant we just talk about this!" I urged as he rose to his feet.
"There's nothing to talk about." I answered, walking out of the room.
"Baby please!" Chandler screamed grabbing my wrist,trying to pull me back.
"Chandler- let go your hurting me!" i yelled .
He finally released my arm, taking a step back he finally noticed what he had done. I pulled my wrist to my body and held it there ever so gently.
"Baby-"
"Save it Chandler. Were over." I spat throwing my hand towards him connecting to his cheek.
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