Chapter 8
Dead Inside
Emily's Pov
The sight of blood was somewhat, Amusing. I don't feel pain any more. I looked down at my arm and counted.
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Cut more. Something kept telling me. Just one more, it doesn't even hurt. No.. No i can't this is wrong.. No it's not, nobody cares but me. Just one more.
I got up cleaned up my arm and went to my bed. I tried to sleep but it didn't work. All I could think about was Chandler..
I looked at my phone to see several texts from Chandler.
Chandler😘:
Emily I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it!
Chandler😘:
Em, please. I'm so sorry!!😢
Chandler😘:
She means nothing to me let me explain!!
Chandler😘:
Can we talk?? Please Emily!!!
Chandler😘:
Emily.. I'm sorry just please.. Please talk to me!
Then there was a voicemail.
"Emily! Please I didn't mean what I said! I love you Emily!! I wouldn't ever hurt you! She is just an.. An uh.. Old friend I guess.. Just please call me back!"
Wow. He sounded.. Horrible. I'll call him and figure things out, I guess.
Ring..
Ring..
Ri-
"Emily?!!" Oh my god thank fucking christ that your okay!" He said obviously shocked.
"Chandler Carlton Riggs you better explain what happened right fucking now." I said with a harsh tone.
"Okay I'm im-uh.. Not um.. controlling myself?." He said.
"Chandler, if you ever wanna actually explain what's going on. You know I'll be here. You don't have to tell me the truth, just don't lie to me."
(( Wink Wink ))
And with that I hung up. I put on a hoodie so nobody would see my scars..
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I heard a knock on my window.
"Who is it?" I said walking towards the noise. "It's me.." Chandler stood there with roses and some chocolate. "Don't think you can win me back by buying me stupid romantic crap." I said harshly. "I know, that why I brought these." He said pulling out video games and a pizza box. "Well, I'm taking the pizza and the games. But don't think I forgive you." I said taking the stuff and turning around. "Emily, please. She means nothing to me!" He said, and I could clearly tell that he was crying. "Chandler.. It's not about her it's just.. I don't know if I can trust you anymore. I saw how you hurt Jake, I saw the look in your eyes and I'm.. Im scared that you'll, hurt me..." I said tearing up.
