Chapter 2
A new beginning
We where almost to my 'old house'.
Mom was driving, Sam was in the front seat and Chandler and I were in the very back.
I was staring out the window when I felt something warm on my leg. I looked down only to see Chandlers hand slowly going up and down my upper thy.
"What are you doing?!" I whispered/screamed.
"Shh.." He said bring his hands up to my checks.
"Were here!" I heard Sam say. I scooted away from Chandler with goose bumps all over.
"We're not done here." Chandler said as we walked into the house.
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We where all about to load back up when I remember something. My blade. "Wait! I forgot something!" I screamed to them while running into my room and grabbing my jewelry box that was filled with earrings belly rings and my blades. But fucking clumsy me runs down stairs and bumped into Chandler which made the jewelry box go flying it hit the wall and dumped open.
"Oh here let me" Chandler cut himself off when he saw the blade. He looked up into my eyes and walked out of the house. I sighed, picking up the objects that where spread upon the floor and walking out the door, leaving my old life to be brought into a new one The rest of the car rigs was quiet.
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I woke up to Chandler and Sam talking. I was on the couch. "Mom went shopping." Sam said with a smile. Chandler just stared at me. "Well ima take a piss." Sam said breaking the awkwardness.
Once he was gone Chandler began to speak, "Let's just get one thing straight, I'm not here to pity your little ass and neither is Sam. So do us all a favor and stop trying to make everything about your self."
"Are you kidding me?! This isn't even your house!" I shot back.
"It's not yours either now is it." He said with a smirk.
I started tearing up and ran to my room. I jumped onto my bed and started crying. I guess I fell asleep because I woke up to Chandler screaming my name. "EMILY! WAKE UP!" He yelled. "What..?" I asked confused. "You where crying in your sleep and I-I didn't know what to do. So I just uh...helped.." He said slowly, I just reached up and hugged him. "What time is it?" I asked. "About 4 in the morning." He said yawning. "I'm sorry about yesterday, I don't know what got a hold of me." He said hugging me tighter. "It's okay. I'm sorry you had to see th- the blade." I started tearing up again.
your such a baby. crying after apologizing? whats next, cutting infrequent of him
"Can you show me them?" He asked cautiously.
"No. I just met you yesterday" I spoke.
"It's okay." He said reassuringly.
"fine." I pulled down my sleeve and revealed my scars. They where just about my shorts line. "I'm-I'm sorry." He said. "No I'm sorry, I'm worthless and pathetic and I have no reason to be on this earth!" I screamed just letting the tears flow. "What about your arms.." He said lifting up my arms. "There not there, sometimes they just.. Disappear." I said trying to wipe away my tears. "Promise me you won't do this again." He said trying to pull me into a hug. "Back off!" I snapped. "You don't know me, you don't know my past, you don't even know my reason to live." I said standing up and pushing him out of the room. Ugh, I wish my best friend Breanna was here. She would know what to say to make me happy. Wait. Breanna! I can just text her and see if she can come over! I quickly ran and grabbed my phone.
'Hey Breanna! It's Caroline.. We need to talk. Anyway you can come to 77426 alona street??'
'Caroline where were you today?? Remember that cute guy in class? He totally talked to me lol. Anyways sure I love right by there, be there in 15min! Bye'
'Cool I'll be waiting!'
I set my phone down and immediately started to get ready. First I took a shower and straightened my hair. After that I looked for something cute to wear. Hmm.. I think I'll go with some black skinny jeans and a white half shirt that said 'Whatever' on the front with some black keds.
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I waited for what seemed like forever until I heard the door bell ring. I immediately jumped up and ran downstairs opening the door. "Caroline!!" Breanna screamed. She was wearing a white shirt that had a big picture of a tiger on it with black skinny jeans, combat boots and her hair was braided perfectly to the side.
"Oh my god you look great!" I said walking with her inside. "Who's the cutie?" She said referring to Chandler. "That's Chandler." I said giving her the 'he's an asshole' look.
"Well lets meet this 'Chandler' "She said turning around quickly walking towards him. He looked up and immediately said, "Who the fuck are you?" "I'm Breanna, but you can call me the boss. Anyways I don't want you near Caroline okay? Okay. Now if I wear you I'd back off because she's to good for your raggedy ass. Now, wears the food I'm hungry." She snapped back at him. He just sat there looking totally confused. "I-it's over there.." He said pointing to the kitchen. "Thanks." She said popping her gum and walking away. "Sorry.." I said breaking the awkward silence. "Caroline?" He said confused. I just walked away.
