Chapter 6
Useless
"Jake come on quit hiding." I said walking around the woods.
"Boo!" Jake jumped out of nowhere. "Jake! What the hell!" I screamed pulling him I go a hug. "Awe did I scare you? I'm sorry." He said smirking. "Yes you did." I said with a pouting face. He just smiled and pulled me into a long kiss. "I love you Caroline." "I love you, Jake."
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"Jake..." I said staring at my abusive boyfriend. Well that is before he moved. We never talked after that so I guess that meant we broke up but it was never 'official'. He used to hurt me. But I never told anyone. I mean, who would believe me?
"Emily, who is this?" Chandler said pulling me closer to him.
You
"I'm jake, her boyfriend. And who the fuck are you?" He said stepping closer to me.
"I'm Chandler. Her boyfriend." Chandler said stepping in front of me.
"Yeah, boyfriend my ass! Caroline get the fuck over here!" Jake screamed at me. I looked up at Chandler with pure fear in my eyes.
"I'm not going with you.." I mumbled over to Jake.
"Oh really now." He said pulling something out of his bag. Knife...
"Woah back the fuck off, Jake, she's mine. And clearly she's not yours. So go away.. Before I make you." Chandler said, slowly pushing me back and walking up to Jake with his fist clenched.
Chandler took a swinging at Jake. "Don't. You. Ever. Talk. To. Her. Again." Chandler said between punches.
"CHANDLER!" I screamed. He looked up with blood red eyes. "We need to go." He said grabbing my arm and walking off.
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We went to my house, as soon as we walked inside we went straight to my room. "Chandler, let's get you cleaned up." I said soothingly. "Chandler, please don't ignore me.." I said touching his arm. "Get the fuck off me you fat bitch!" He yelled at my face.
His eyes weren't the beautiful blue that I remembered, no, his eyes where black. The color of death. The color of fear. The color of a broken angel.
"Chandler.. Please don't push me away.." I said tearing up.
"Oh are you gunna cry?! Go ahead! And actually you can go cut yourself! Nobody will give a fuck! I know I won't! You fucking fat ass attention whore! And a waste of space." He screamed in my face. And I can tell that as soon as he said it he regretted it.
"Emily.. I-I did t mean that.." He said.
"I think you need to leave." I said with tears flowing down my cheeks.
"Emily--" I cut him off.
"Go Chandler!" I screamed running into the bathroom locking the door behind me.
"Emily come out!" Chandler yelled.
"No! You said it yourself, I'm just a waste of space.." I said as I slid the cold blade down my wrist.
"Emily please! I didn't mean it!" Chandler said. I could tell he was crying.
"Just let me die.." I said sliding the blade across my arm one last time. I looked down to see about 13 cuts.
And with that, all the memories came flooding back.
Useless
Bitch
Whore
Nobody
Coward
Slut
Fat Ass
Mistake
Attention Whore
Waste of space
I just sat there staring at my cuts until I fell into a deep sleep.
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Okay short chapter! I'm sorry the next one will be full of back stories..
Until then☀️
