10
Different On The Inside
"Chandler?" I said getting up and throwing on a hoodie. I walked down stairs and smelled pancakes. "Chandler?" I repeated. "Yes sunshine." I saw Chandler standing up in boxers making pancakes. "What's up babe?" He said smirking. "What's up? What's up is I have a shirtless Chandler in my kitchen when we are supposed to be staying away from each other. What if my mom comes in? Or Sam? I can't lose you.. " I said obviously shaky. Chandler walked over and wrapped his arm around me. "It's okay, your mom is shopping and Sams at a friends house. I'm not going anywhere." He said kissing me passionately. "What would I do with out you." I said laying my head on his chest. He didn't say a word, all he did was kiss my forehead.
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"Today class we will be studying- Ms. Waters and Mr. Riggs! Pay attention!" The teacher snapped. Chandler just rolled his eyes and kissed me. "Your going to get us detention." I said in between kisses. "So, well be alone." He said smirking. "Detention! Both of you!" The teacher screamed. "Thanks blue eyes." I smirked. "Blue eyes? I like it." He purred into my ear. The bell rang and off Chandler went to his next class. "I love you sunshine!" He said kissing my cheek and walking into his class. "Bye..." I said walking to dance. I hate going to dance. Don't get me wrong I love the art of dancing, but the bitches in there don't know when to shut up. I walked into the locker-room and started changing. Some girls where laughing, "wow look at all that fat. What and ugly skank. How does she even have a boyfriend? She has a boyfriend? Who would date that? Chandler dates her. Oh my gosh. What a fucking hoe! I can't believe he actually went for a hoe. But they'll break up soon. Yeah all he does is fuck and leave." That set me off.
"CAN YOU ALL DO ME A FAVOR AND SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I screamed at them grabbing my clothes and walking out.
I skipped 6th and 7th. And now I'm in detention waiting for Chandler. "Woah, who's this babe." Some nasty guy said walking up and sitting by me. "Come on don't be shy." He said trying to put his arm around me. But I moved away, "leave me the fuck alone." I said going to a different desk. "Come on, let's skip detention so you and me can have a little.. Fun." He smirked grabbing my wrist. "No! Let me go!" I screamed trying to kick at him. "You. Better. Fucking. Let. Her. Go. Right. Now." I heard someone say from behind me.
Chandler
"Oh okay man I- I don't mean any, uh trouble." The guy said walking away. I ran up and fell into Chandlers arms. "Miss me?" He said smirking. "Shut up."
I laughed kissing him. Just then the teacher walked in.
"Okay, I don't give a fuck what you guys do. Just make sure when the principles walk by, other than that, peace." He said shutting and locking the door.
"This is gunna be fun." Chandler said smirking, while placing and of his hands on my thigh.
"Chandler.. There's people here." I said pushing his hand away. He then decided to pick me up and placed me on his lap.
He looked around the room before saying, "yeah.. A nerd, some horny chicks, and that prick ima beat the crap out of."
"Chandler!" I said getting up off him. "That's rude."
"I don't give a fuck, babe." He said kissing me.
The rest of the time we just talked and made out.
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"Goodnight beautiful." Chandler said kissing my cheek. He was dropping me off at my house.
"Do you have to go." I said in a childish manner.
"Yes, but I'll see you tomorrow. It's a Saturday so we don't have school." He said hugging me.
"Okay. I love you." I said looking into his beautiful blue eyes.
"I love you too, sunshine." He said peeking my lips and walking away.
I walked in to see my parents fighting with Sam.
"Sam you can't just take our money and use it for new tattoos and video games!" Mom yelled.
"So! It's not like you give a fuck! All you care about is yourselves! Oh and Emily.. You never cared about her before, you didn't even look for her until I called you that day!" He screamed.
"You watch your language around us! And we did look for her! Just not that much. We had lived and she wasn't our main priority. Most kidnapped kids don't ever come back. We should just replaced her while we had a chance!" Dad yelled.
They didn't care? They wanted to replace me? Why didn't they look for me?
"Shut up!" Sam yelled running to his room.
I ran upstairs and locked my door. 'They don't care' I told myself over and over again. I ran to the bathroom and looked for my blade. Crap. Chandler flushed them. I began looking for anything that could relieve my stress. I looked up at the mirror. I can use glass. And in that instant I punched the mirror and watched as pieces of glass flew everywhere. I grabbed a piece and slid it across my thigh several times.
"Emily?" I heard someone whisper. "Em? You in here?" They whispered again. Fuck, it's Chandler. "What the- EMILY?!" Chandler stood at the door of the bathroom looking at me like a monster.
"Chandler I-" He cut me off by saying, "No Emily! You promised! Why are you doing this! Ugh! I thought I could fucking trust you!" He screamed running out the door.
"Chandler! Stop please!" I yelled running after him. But he was gone.
Already gone...
Chandlers Pov
I can't believe she fucking did that! I told her to stop. She promised. Fuck. Why didn't she listen! I need something to get my mind off this.
I turned the conner and saw a bunch of hoes. "Hey. What's your name." One said smirking, she had long blond hair a short right red dress on and a bunch of make-up. "Shut up." I said pushing her into a wall and kissing her. She pressed her body all up against me. "How about we take this somewhere else." She smirked.
No I can't do this to Emily, I won't.
I shoved myself off of her and ran to Emily's house.
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I ran inside there house and saw two policemen talking to Emily's parents and Sam. "Wh- where is she?" I stuttered.
"Chandler, she.. She-" her mom couldn't finish. She just broke down in tears.
"She left. We have no idea where she went. But she left this," The officer said handing my a paper.
It was a note from Emily..
I'm sorry that I'm doing this when you just got your "little girl" back. I just can't handle it. I haven't ate in weeks, the kids at school hate me, I miss my old parents, my parents can't stand me.. They've said it there selfs. But none of that matters the thing the really gets me.. Is the fact that.. Chandler hates me. The love of my life hates me. No don't know what to do.. So I guess that I'll just.. Disappear.. Don't try to look for me. I love you Jade, Bill, Sam.. And, I love you Chandler..
Goodbye..
"We have to find her!" I yelled dropping the bot and running out the door. I ran down every street looked in every store. Where could she be! Wait. Her old house..
As soon as I thought of that I took off running. When I got there the door was opened. I ran through it and went straight up to her room. I heard loud sobs. "Emily?! Emily please don't do this!" I screamed. Trying to get the door open. I backed up and slammed my foot onto the doorknob making it break. The door slowly opened and I saw Emily on a chair trying to get a rope tied. "Ch- Chandler.." She gasped. "What are you doing.." I asked running over and hugging onto her.
"Leaving."
