Him:Because when I get too excited about the good shit going on around me it tends to fall apart so I try to play it chill
Me:
Its like...
I feel like I think about you too much
Every little thing reminds me of you
You really are - my best friend
But instead of being jubilant...
I try to be chill on some it's whatever stuff
But deep down not thinking about you is not an option
The thought of you gets me through the day
When Im withdrawn
I don't have a problem with telling you how I feel
I open myself up to you
I would give you all of me if I didn't need some of it for myself
I would do anything for you to be happy
I would sacrifice my own happiness for you
But there is nothing to sacrifice when you are the one who makes me happy
Im not ashamed of writing you paragraph texts
Im not ashamed of admitting that I talk about you all the time
Im not ashamed that Im clingy and probably doesn't give you your space
Or give too much
And Im still trying to figure out what love is but I love you because I have a permanent position in your life
I will not lie to you or hurt you
This is only the beginning of the attraction,
desire,
And passion I have for you
//e.b.
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THE FUNDAMENTALS OF A REALIST
PoetryA collection of my thoughts in poems that reflects my life before, after, and during being associated with my first love as well as my creative impulses. a poetic photograph of May 2015- October 2015. ***BEWARE PROFANITY***
