ᴍᴀʀᴀᴜᴅᴇʀs ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛs (ᴍᴀʀᴀᴜᴅᴇʀs x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ)

ᴄʜᴀsɪɴɢ ᴘᴀᴠᴇᴍᴇɴᴛs

Sirius Black x reader (sorta), OC x reader (also sorta)

warnings; cheating, not a happy ending (sorta x3)

I've made up my mind

Don't need to think it over

If I'm wrong, I am right

I walked quietly in the halls, my mind blank as it replayed the scene on an endless loop. It envied the way his lips crashed against hers. It envied the way she let out breathy moans as his hands seeped under her waist band. It envied the way he was with her. I envied the way he was with her, when he was supposed to be with me.

A year ago today, Sirius gained the courage to ask me to be his girlfriend. I remember it like it was yesterday. I remember the way the world seemed just a little brighter and more colorful, and now, it was nothing but dark and gray. Loud thunder boomed in the sky as lightning struck the ground, portraying the screaming anger I couldn't seem to find.

Don't need to look no further

This ain't lust, I know this is love, but

If I tell the world, I'll never say enough

I remember the little touches. The way his hand would gently land on her waist to guide her, or the way his eyes would light up when she walked into the room. They didn't do that for me. It's almost as if he was trapped in a prison, and she was the key. Lucky for him, he's taken the key, but left behind the broken girl he shared a cell with.

'Cause it was not said to you

And that's exactly what I need to do if I end up with you

"Y/n, no." Lily said sternly and I shook my head, opening my mouth to protest. "No, no, no. Y/n, he cheated on you. He broke you. I don't want to have to hold you as you sob again. I don't want to see your heart crack even more."

Tears welled in my eyes, "Lils, I miss him."

She pulled me in, cradling my head against her chest and I cried softly, "I know, Y/n/n, I know."

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

Or would it be a waste, even if I knew my place?

Should I leave it there?

"We can fix this. I'm willing to give you a chance." I said to Sirius and he popped up.

"Really?" He asked and I nodded, keeping a straight face as he hugged me tightly. "You won't regret this."

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere?

"I hope not."

"Oh, Y/n." Marlene said as she shook her head.

Lily sighed in defeat. "I said it was a bad idea."

I looked between the two, "I know, I know. But I really think he wants to change and make it better." Thunder crashed lightly outside the window.

"There is no changing, no coming back from this, Y/n/n."

"A flower for a flower." A voice said as a small daisy came in front of my face.

I looked up from my book with a smile, "Sirius, this is so beautiful." I said as I twirled the flower in between my fingers.

"Just like you." He said, his lips ghosting over mine.\