mine, forever -jude bellingham

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Adelaide's pov

There he was. I looked at him for the longest time until he shifted uncomfortably. I felt tears threatening my eyes.

Me:'' what are you doing here? ''
Him:'' i want us to talk. ''
Me:'' i don't wanna talk to you.''
I turned around to leave the room but he quickly came and grabbed my hand which made me a bit scared but I didn't show it.

Him:'' please. '' he kept begging until I occupied the chair opposite to the one he was previously sitting on.

Him: '' I'm sorry.  I know those words might not be enough, but they’re all I have. I’ve replayed our moments together in my mind, and I see where I went wrong. The way I hurt you, the pain I caused—it haunts me. I wish I could turn back time, undo my mistakes, and rewrite our story. But life doesn’t work that way, does it?

Well,my father used to do cruel things to my mother in front of me. He would beat her up and have his way with her in my eyes while I couldn't do anything. I felt like me doing the same would help me in some stupid way but it made me feel disgusted with myself.

I'm bipolar as hell and I was in denial. I know what I did was really cruel and I know I broke you,even worse that you got pregnant. But I'm really sorry. I just wanna do right by my daughter. ''

Me:'' what you did to me really ruined me. It's something I'll never forget,its like you took a piece of my soul with you. You made me feel like I was worthless, like I didn't deserve anything since I was just a broken toy. But I learned to forgive you. ''

His face turned to me.
Me:'' yes. I forgave you. ''
Him:'' thank you so much. I feel better now. But I would really love to know... Don't know how to put it but our daughter. ''

Me:'' I don't know... I just really don't trust you. ''
Him:'' please don't do that. I really want to her. ''
Me:'' I'll think about it. ''
Him:'' thanks. '' i nodded and walked back to my car. I drove back home like a menace and found a stressed jude with Jobe on a computer.

They both looked up when I walked in. Jude immediately came towards me and hugged me.
Jude:'' i was worried about you. What happened? '' after he said that I sobbed onto his chest and cried hard.

He held onto me and I kept crying until I started having hiccups. He gave me water then cuddled with me on the couch.

Me:'' Austin's back. '' he tensed under me. '' so today I got a call from destiny.... ''
I narrated everything to him.
Him:'' I'm sorry babygirl. But as much as I hate him,I think you should let him see ava. He's her father afterall. ''
I sighed and listened to his  heartbeat as he kept drawing circles on my back.

After a while. Ava came back then I started cooking dinner.
Me:'' how was school darling?''
Ava:''it was good mommy.'' we all ate and my baby went to sleep after eating.

Jobe:'' sis Addy. Are you okay? '' i nodded with a small smile. We kept talking about what happened today.

Hey you guys. I'm really sorry for not posting for so long. But here's a short one for y'all.

Well I'm starting my mid year exams in a week.
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