Trace

Chapter 22

"So how far you've gone??" Ayla smirks, while popping a veggie crisp into her mouth. 

   "How do you mean?" I inquire innocently. 

"Well...you still a virgin?" 

  My eyes must have bugged out or something, and my cheeks turn rosy, because Anne and Ayla begin to snicker. 

  "What?" I direct, looking at the two of them. 

"Nothing," says Anne softly. "There is nothing wrong with being a virgin, right Ayla?"

  Ayla loudly guffaws and I feel my temper starting to rise a tad. 

"I didn't come here for the two of you to make game of my sexual status!" I demand, whilst crossing my arms. 

  " 'Sexual status' ??" Ayla erupts into laughter.

Although Anne tries to hide it, I can see her face growing redder by the second because of her attempts to stifle her laugh. 

  "Go on," I announce to her, waving my arms. "Go on and laugh. Everyone else is doing it!"

   This releases Anne into a very strange loud laugh. 

"Seriously...it's not funny," I say, looking down.

     "Aww, look at her! Our baby Cae is embarassed that Harry hasn't popped his lollipop in!" Ayla howls.

   "Oh, okay- so NOW I'm Cae??"

Anne covers her mouth, struggling to keep her giggles concealed. 

   "You two just don't get it, do you? I'm not embarassed! Sure, we've kissed and touched. But I'm just not ready to give my body up like that, alright? I haven't even told Harry that I love him, yet!" I'm getting more and more upset by the minute, and they start to notice. 

   "Honey, it's okay. I wish I could have been like you...save it for someone special, ya know?" Ayla admits. 

  "Totally. Don't feel like Harry has to pressure you into it," says Anne. 

"But that's just it! I told Harry that I wasn't ready, and he understands. He's never tried to pressure me to sleep with him. I love Harry, I really do. And I want to have sex with him...I'm just so scared..."

  Ayla wraps her arms around me. "Love, it's okay. There will be a time when you're ready. Instead of having Harry tell you he loves you all the time...why don't you return it? Let him know how you really feel, yeah?"

   I sniffle and nod, "I guess so. He knows I love him though. He knows I have never loved anyone but him."

   Anne gasps dramatically, "Not even me? You've never loved ME??" 

I giggle and kiss her on the cheek. "Of course I love you."

    "So that's it, then. You have touched each other," Ayla laughs. 

"What??" I ask her quickly. 

   "You just told us that you guys have kissed and touched."

"No I didn't..."

  "Yes you did!" Anne giggles.

I feel my face redden and I  bury my face into my hands. "Ohh..." I groan. 

   "Have you given him a blowjob?" Ayla inquires. 

"No!" I shout. "I've never even seen his bloody dick!!" 

   "Wow...two months and you haven't even gotten a glimpse," Ayla whistles. 

"What? Is that bad??" I worriedly ask.