Rowan Mintz has never been treated the same a her siblings. She was the unplanned pregnancy and the one who didn't fit in. not at school. not at home. To make things worse she was never able to make friend because of her anxiety. the anxiety that h...
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Today I do have to get to work later on so I thought today would be the best day to try to get to know the city. I haven't been able to admire what the city really has to offer because of so little money that I have.
Even though I am not that I am not making any more money since I got her, I have a little extra room for spending. This is the perfect day. I don't know what will come tomorrow but I want to enjoy today while I can.
Putting on one of the new outfits I just got. The outfit was a blue oversized shirt and a pair of white jeans. Popping on some snickers to match. Looking at myself in the mirror my confidence grew.
The outfit was simple and oversized to cover my baby bump. I didn;t want to hide my pregnancy but I just thought it would be more convenient to not have everyone staring at me while I walked down the streets.
Outfit below
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Plus everyone's eyes would make anxiety come back in full force and over these past few weeks it's definitely gotten better. I don't want all my Improvement to go to waste.
Going down the stairs I walk into the kitchen to get something to eat real quick. I see one of the guys down here i think his name is zion. Over the days I have been staying with you can tell he obviously likes Brooks but she always turns him down.
I didn't really know how to talk to him without being awkward. I never really had to start a conversation with someone that I didn't really have any friends with.
"You really don't talk do you" he asked.
I turned toward him confused. "You have been here for weeks and you haven't spoken a word. " as he talked back to everything that I have done here. Until now I didn't know that I had talked much to anyone but brooks.
Well I would say that's not not all my fault. This is the first day where I am not waking up super early and coming home supper late. Plus when I do see any one. I am I my head to much thinking about what to say that I miss my opportunity to actually say anything.
