Rowan Mintz has never been treated the same a her siblings. She was the unplanned pregnancy and the one who didn't fit in. not at school. not at home. To make things worse she was never able to make friend because of her anxiety. the anxiety that h...
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Today I will be going to my check up. I had told brook about my upcoming appointment and she has been begging me for days to come along. Needless to say that I caved in. Plus deep down I knew I would have preferred her there. I got dressed in simple black leggings with a black sweatshirt.
Outfit below
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Arriving at the doctors I was now waiting on Brook.
This morning her and the boys had to do something. So sitting here alone reminded me of my first appointment.
I wasn't as nervous when coming In because this isn't my first time but the more and more time past.(about ten minutes) and I waited on Brooks and my thoughts took over to busy thinking of all the possibilities that could happen in this appointment.
Thinking about all the ways I could be doing wrong with my child. I didn't hear brooks sit next to me so when I felt an arm around my shoulders pulling me closer to them I let out a little higher pitch squeal.
Placing my hand over my heart as I turn toward brook to see her looking at me worried.
"You okay." Nodding my head at her. Not wanting to burden her with all my thoughts, that was just me over thinking everything.
My name was called by one of the nurses bringing me to my doctor's office. My doctor was a nice lady who looked like she was In her mid forties which I was very glad about since she really made me comfortable to tell her everything.
Once my doctor arrived she immediately asked me about everything over these few weeks since we met. She also checked on the baby heartbeat and my vitails. Making sure everything was okay.
Brooks didn't say anything the whole time, just silently watching. Which was nothing like Brooks. "Since you are twenty-two weeks along you can learn the baby gender. Would you like to find out the baby gender today?"
My heart raced as I really thought about If i really could find out the baby gender. If I had a boy would it look like Mason more than me? Would I want that? He didn't even know I was having his baby.
