My weakness

Chapter 3 : He helped her?

POV JESSE :

School started a month ago now, and Billie still ignores me all the time.

This morning I can't think clearly, there's this girl that... I can't get off my mind, she has blue eyes, very pretty eyes.
And she's so kind and she wants to help me in class, I don't understand why I'm so mean to her.

I regret, yesterday I heard her crying in the toilets after I made fun of her...
I feel horrible.
She seems sweet and like she doesn't deserve my mean behavior.

It's 8AM , today class starts at 10 AM, I'm in the living room to take my breakfast, I find my mom asleep with a bottle of alcohol on the floor.
I'm so tired of her... why is she doing that...

I put a blanket on her and make sure the pillow is on her so she can finish her night.

I head to the private taxi, a bit disappointed by my mom.
I arrive at school, and I see Billie with Zoé in class, Zoe gives me a evil eye she's protective of her friend.
This morning we have sport at 10 AM, and we have to run.
I literally hate running but no choice huh.

The teacher makes us run for about 15 min, I'm tired but I handle it.

I see Billie not feeling well, she asked the teacher if she can use the toilets to drink water.
The teacher left her considering how pale she looks.

I'm actually concerned for her, it's weird I never care for women, I usually hate them.
But I can't help worrying a bit for her.

I go to the toilets too I knocked " Hey , Billie can I enter?"
She's not answering, I hear her breathe heavily.

I enter, she looks pale and like she's gonna pass out.

I put my arm around her shoulder cause I'm scared she will pass out.
I ask " Are you okay Billie??"
She barely talks " I- I can't breathe..."

I panic " Oh, wait I think I have an inhaler in my pocket."
I make her sit down, and give her the inhaler " Why- why are you helping me Jesse? You hate-me?"

I stop her " I can't let you struggle to breathe, it's my inhaler take it or it will end badly."
She nods and take the inhaler.

After a few minutes she can finally catch her breath, I stroke her back " Are you okay? Can you breathe?"

She nods " Yeah, thank you."
I make her drink water from her water bottle, she feels a bit better.

She hugs me " Thank you Jesse, thank you." she's hopeless.
I can feel her heartbeat racing against my chest, she's scared,but I remember I'm the cold guy.

I stop hugging her " Alright, well. We don't need to hug, I just helped an human breathe, that's human.
Now you feel better, so let's go back in class.
Plus, you and I hate each other.

She nods " Yeah- sorry for that."
I ask" I was feeling your heart beating while you hugged me, are you okay?"

She seems embarrassed " Yeah um... sorry for touching you so close, it was wrong to hug you Jesse.
And you're right.
We hate each other eww."

POV BILLIE :

I went back to the sport with the class, Zoe saw me coming back with Jesse she seemed confused.
" Billie you took so long in the toilets! Are you okay? Why Jesse left the toilets in same time than you ?? Did he do something?"

I reassure her " No- I had an asthma attack, and Jesse helped since he was there.
He gave me his inhaler and we're back to hating each other whatever."

Zoe giggle " Jesse Rutherford helped a girl and gave her his inhaler?
I don't think Jesse hates you Billie wow
And I'm glad he was here to help imagine no one would've come to help you ."

She's probably delusional " No Zoe😭. It's normal to help when someone can't breathe or something is hurting it's human.
He would not let me die, it's human what he did for me.
I don't think he likes me.
And I hugged him he rejected me."

Zoe screams " He hugged you ??"
I nod " Yeah... I was scared and I hugged him. Plus that's embarrassing he could feel my racing heart against his chest."

Zoe smiles " It's kinda cute."
I say" Well Zoé, let's go eat our lunch."

*TIME SKIP*

POV BILLIE :

It's time to leave school, I'm heading to the taxi but I see Jesse, and I think I should thank him for what he did to me.

I make a sign with my hand, he sees me and wait for me to come to him.
I tell him " Jesse hey, umm... I wanted to thank you for helping me this morning it would've been really bad if you did not come thank you."

He nods " Yeah sure. But I only helped you because I can't let an human like that.
It was not because I like you that I did that.
I don't like you."

He's always so cold and heartless that's crazy.
I answer " Alright! I hate you too. Ugh why I thought you could be nice with a girl you can't !
You're just stupid and mean!"

Jesse laughs " Exactly. You can leave now poor rich girl."

I slap him " Dumbass!" Jesse is surprised he doesn't say anything.

I leave and I head to the taxi, this guy is so dumb oh my gosh.
I head to my bed and I fall asleep thinking so much about him, I don't think he actually hates me, I don't know.
I'm not so sure, whatever.

I called Zoe and she told me I should focus on our studies instead of this stupid Jesse...

Zoe is right, Jesse is dumb and mean and cold.
He doesn't know how to show respect and love for women, and he have the worst grades at school.

Go back to yourself Billie and don't be interested into this guy.
He won't bring you anything.

TO BE CONTINUED.

Third chapter!
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