To Be Determined

~~Chapter 4~~

A/N:

So, in honor of the fact that the Lions won tonight, I am going to update this story again.  My sister and I have come to the agreement that the reason why the Lions [I'm telling you I'm from Michigan with out telling you I'm from Michigan] are doing so well this season is because of Lee Know wearing the Lions Jersey in the Come Play with SKZ collab with Nacific.  

So you can thank the Lions winning for an update.  And also here is the picture that has been my lock screen as of late.  =]

Anywho! Onto the story!! 

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Minho

"Jisung?"

Jisung's cheeks had instantly turned pink. If I didn't know him so well I would have thought it was from the cold. Not even close. I knew it was because he was embarrassed. I was a bit too, my own cheeks heating up at the sudden meeting.

"M-Minho?" His voice was barely audible.. almost a squeak. I smirked a little and then wrapped my arm around his shoulders and pulled him to my side as we headed in the direction of the dorm. I was trying to keep things as casual as possible and hope that he hadn't realized what type of place I had walked out of. I wasn't sure if I was ready to explain myself to him yet.

"What was that place Minho? I googled it...what were you doing in there?"

Fuck. So much for the thought of Jisung not paying attention. I was hopeful, but the odds were not in my favor. I had shrugged gently and quickened our pace a bit.

"Oh I was just wandering and thought it looked interesting... Never had seen something like it before so I thought I would see what it was... boy was I surprised..." I was really trying hard to play it off. It was almost painful... and almost too obvious.

"Lee Minho. Don't lie to me. You were in there for so long! Yes, I was waiting for you... The others told me you left the dorm in a rush and I was concerned...so I followed you. You can't tell me you were just in there because you 'walked by' and it 'looked interesting'." He had used air quotes and all. He caught me. He actually caught me. I sighed, dropping my arm from around his shoulder and shoving them into my pockets. Realizing I hadn't put my mask back on, I quickly did so. I glanced around to make sure no one recognized me. It hadn't looked like anyone did. Jisung, thankfully, already had a mask on.

"Jisung..." I had started. He cut me off quickly. He was likely thinking I was going to lie to him again, when honestly I was going to tell him the truth. I had to at this point. He needed to understand and maybe I would be lucky enough that he would give me a chance to show him what this life was like and why I liked it so much.

"No... you are going to tell me the truth right now!" I could tell he was pouting even behind the mask. It was adorable. I smirked a bit and hooked his arm around mine as we continued to walk.

"I was planning on it Hannie... you just have to let me actually speak." I laughed at him a bit as he shrunk down a little, a guilty expression crossing what I could see of his face. He was too cute sometimes. "As I was trying to say. If you googled it, then you know where was I was. You know what happens there... and yes...I participate."

Jisung had gasped slightly and stopped walking. He looked straight into my eyes. I, of course, looked back and raised an eyebrow. He whimpered a little bit. "Y-you... p-participate?" I couldn't tell if he was devastated, sad, confused, all of the above? It was hard to read this time around.

"Sometimes, yes. I haven't lately... nor did I tonight, but I do. I'm... a Dominant...Jisung." I bit my lip, though he couldn't see it with the mask. I looked away, having a hard time looking him in the eyes with the expression he had. I glanced back, watching the thoughts run through his head.

"A Dominant, huh?" He hooked his arm back with mine and continued to lead us down the street towards our dorm. I guess we were walking back. Not that it was that far, but it would definitely take us a bit to get back. I guess that would give us time to talk as well...

"Yes...I have been for almost a year now I think... I started as a submissive." That statement made the younger gasp. His eyes were wide as he looked at me again. I smirked at the reaction. "Hard to believe...I know." I couldn't help the smile that was on my lips. Most people, given my normal personality, would be surprised that I would submit to anything, but those couple of months of my life had taught me a lot.

"This is a lot to process..." I had expected that response from him. It was going to be a lot for a while I had a feeling. How was I even going to approach the subject of him testing it out? This wasn't even the way I wanted him to learn about myself even. Though at this point, that didn't matter any more. I nodded in response.

"It is... I know that, but if you have any questions... don't hesitate to ask. Do more research... I can fill in any gaps you may find." I was trying to be reassuring. It was the least I could do. Part of me was still very hopeful that he would be interested. What better way than to learn from someone you are close to and care about.

"I might do that...well...we are back the the dorm." I looked up at the building. We sure were... well crap... I was hoping we'd get more out in the open tonight... but that didn't seem like the case. We walked inside silently. The company and staff didn't need to hear any of this conversation. We made our way to the dorms. The elevator ride was quite too. I sighed as we stepped off. Jisung didn't even look at me.

"Have a good night Minho... don't forget... we have a loaded schedule tomorrow." And he was off. I couldn't even wish him a good night myself before he was in his dorm and had shut and locked the door. I sighed again, making my way to mine. It was quite inside. Thank god. Everyone must be in bed.

I made it to my room, changed in to my pajamas, brushed my teeth and crawled into bed. I plugged my phone in and curled up, trying to force myself to sleep as my brain continued to move a hundred miles an hour. Repeatedly going over the things that were said between myself and Jisung.

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A/N 2: 

I also actually finished writing this story last night... and I feel as if I left it in a good spot to write a sequel.  I just need to decide where exactly I want to take a sequel.  I also got a request today to make a sequel to my other book.  Which surprised me, but made me smile.  That one I wrote to be finite, so I didn't really leave any space for that to happen there really.... 

Anyway... get ready for a Jisung Chapter after this too... ^_^