To Be Determined

~~Bonus Chapter 4~~

Jisung

Date: xx/xx/xxxx

Time: 03:32am

I think... I might have fucked up.

I went out with Minho tonight... to the club I found him at the other day. I saw so many things and you know what? I wasn't even scared... some of them were confusing... but I guess that's what kinks are... people are into different things?

I also... kissed Minho for the first time. I don't know why I waited so long. He tasted so good... like a sweet mint... I couldn't get enough of him. I didn't want him to stop. He was touching me in all the right places... fuck...I'm getting hard just thinking about it all again...

But... I told him that I was a virgin... and it was like everything halted... he stopped kissing me... stopped touching me... stopped pulling my hair... and oh my god.... Nnngg~~ I found I really love having my hair pulled... holy shit. Everything he was doing to me was setting my body on fire.

He even told me that if we didn't stop that he was going to fuck me right there! Right in the club!!! I probably would have let him... but then I had to open my big mouth and he completely retreated from me.

I mean... he was reassuring about it... letting me know that he wasn't rejecting me... he just wanted me to learn more... he wants me to "know what I am doing"... like shit... I know that I want to fuck him... that's a thing.

I guess... I will just have to convince him to fuck me. Then maybe I can experience some of his lifestyle. I could never be a Dominant... but being on the receiving end of things... that definitely seems like something I could enjoy... at least some of it...

I guess it's time for me to sleep... I have a busy schedule tomorrow... maybe I can sneak some time in with Minho tomorrow...

G'night...

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A/N:

So uhm... Lets add a little spice in the next couple of chapters yeh? 

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