Dear not really my Dear Diary,
They said that you met your "THE ONE" three times. The first encounter is just a meh~ situation, the second encounter is like hmm~ situation, and the third encounter is when you can question 'is this faith?'. Some romantic people said those things— or just along those line and I just paraphrase it base on my brain's capacity.
But how about I met this person a couple of times and nothing really happened between us? Like, okay not really MET him I just seems to always see him a lot when I'm in library and everytime I'm in library he's there maybe a couple of chairs or a couple of minutes that I get in the library —he just walk in the door of the library like I can notice him and he's not really looking at me but I notice him and he's not really my type and all but I'm just saying that ..okay that is where I stop my nonsense rumbling.
What I'm trying to say is I'm in college and why don't I have someone wooing me like when I was in highschool? I'm not saying I'm desperate to have one or something, what I'm trying to say is am I that normal that no one even bother to DM me in any of my social media accounts and maybe try to start a conversation that would end up us talking online until the sun set and we could say hi and smile in university and try to be so cringe with each other and be—okay again I'm gonna stop being delusional.
Maybe I'm just over myself in highschool because I'm not saying I'm that gorgeous but I have a number of boys back in highschool that like me and wooing at me so I kinda expected that at least I can get something like that in college, but so far all I get now that I'm in college are exams, quiz, presentation, demonstration, oral recitation and all of that college jazz that stresses you and end up pushing you to commit self infli—okay I'm going to stop there.
"Hi Samuel!" I look at Tristan who's kinda acting like he have a shit coming out any minute and all... I don't get why he's acting like that—is he constipated or what?
I just smile at him. Anyway, where was I? Oh the college thing. So like what I was saying, I have a demonstration next subjects and I kinda want to do good because my instructor is kinda hot and he seems like he is gay or something but I'm not putting lable on him he just kinda swing that way because the way he comb his hair is kinda not so straight and I'm not prejudicing or stereotyping things it just that he seems not really straight and he keeps on smiling at me (I'm just going to ignore the part that he smile to each one of his students but that is not important at all). Right. I should stop.
Anyway goodbye folks I'll make sure I'll ace this demonstration even though I don't think I will? But who cares I just ...
Your ever so gorgeous,
Samuel the Prettyƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ
