"Ohhhh what do we have here?" Mimi shamelessly pick one sandwich I have in front of me and eat it without even asking.
"Tristan gave it to me this morning. A blessing indeed because I did not bring any snack or even money today." I watch her cough and gag to try to get everything out off of her throat. I just roll my eyes and continue eating.
I guess I'll be studying and eating food this whole school year with Mimi. No boyfriend to cuddle me, no boyfriend to feed me, no boyfriend to flirt during break. What a boring life.
"Samuel!"
"Mimi!"
She just sigh heavily and stare at nowhere. She will always be a weirdo. What a shame to her THE ONE.
"Tristan is really a creepy guy. I can't believe he is still walking with his tail behind his legs when he's around you. Poor Tristan".
I look at her confuse, "I don't know if you pity him or you just straight up want to gossip about him and bully him."
"You don't understand! You're so arghhhh!", I hush her so that I can eat in peace. I always waste every brain cells that I have whenever we have a conversation. I'm just happy I still have enough brain cells to deal with her everyday because first of all—she is the only person I can call as a friend and second is—I don't remember what it is. But anyway, how can people live a lonely life? Or is it just I that crave for human affection and love?
In my life, I've been nothing but grateful to have a life that I have. The company of my own self is quiet ... delightful I may say.
The silent surroundings made me sigh in contentment because that is how I imagine life should be , it is a perfect life I have— no more chaos to worry or noise to listen, of course except on the constant yapping of Mimi which is kinda tolerating knowing how her sound is the only noise that made my life not so boring despite sometimes I want to tape her mouth and gag her with multiple thumb tacks and anyway. That is how peaceful my life is. But with a big capital B. Life is transitioning into a Bitch lately.
Lately, I've been craving for other people's affection. The admiration of a significant other that I sometimes envy. The look on their eyes whenever they look at their love one is like they're only one existing on this dying earth. That kind of look is just so hummmm
Lately, I've been craving to feel something nice. That kind of feeling that makes you squishy inside like you want to let out the fart that you've been holding for hours. That kind of feeling is nice because my fart is the fart that don't smell at all even though I eat a lot of food beforehand and anyway what was I saying? Ohh yeah I've been feeling lonely and I'm sad to say that I think that just how my life is going to be.
"Samuel, I bought you a strawberry drink. I-I -I hope y-you like it." I gladly take my favorite drink from Tristan and slurp it happily. What a lonely life indeed.
