I wake up early in the morning and take a cold shower to wake the dullness I have inside-out of me. Thinking that I will see Samuel later is making my mood light up a bit, the little goofiness that is starting to show out my face was making me feel happy to start the day. After I eat my breakfast, I double check if I have everything I need in my bag and when I am quite satisfied with everything– I just left the house happily with the promise of taking a quick glance of Samuel at university.
I have multiple of opportunities, and chances, and shots to approach Samuel and at least create a decent conversation with him but my mushy stunned goofy mind is always struggling forming a words that will lead to a proper conversation. LIFE, FAITH and LOVE are collaborating with a perfect scene to happened but I always ruined it up that I'm afraid LIFE, FAITH and LOVE will loose patients with me someday and decided that I'm better alone or worse they will choose another person to partner with Samuel.
In the hopes to salvage my situation, I've been visiting the library when I learned that Samuel frequently visit it—I just really hope to at least have a silent hush conversation with him even if it means making the librarian give us THE LOOK. But I fail every time because my nerve always got the best out of me. I always ruined everything up and I hope that LIFE, FAITH and LOVE will still give me a number of opportunity, and chances, and shots with Samuel.
I've been sneakily observing him to at least have a knowledge on what is up with his life so that I can be silently there behind his back if something might happen and I really think I'm doing a pretty good job, but I guess I end up looking like a total creep according to his girl friend that is always with him. When I sneakily but with no ill intention tried to listen with their conversation, his girl friend will not forget to talk something weird about me with Samuel. Although every time that happen, Samuel is being nonchalant to her TALK about me.
"You know, if everybody are not paying attention at you they might think you're a shaking cloud ready to burst out an angry rain on how gloomy you look." I jump from where I sit and quickly look up to know the source of the voice. And just like a flash of a thunder I suddenly blush when I saw Samuel. He started to laugh and that make me stunned in awe on how beautiful he is with that laugh on his face—he laugh more with my obviously swift of emotion.
"You really wear your feelings on your sleeve. I like that with you."
"Ilikeyouto!" I quickly cover my mouth and feel the heavy blush creeping on my face. That makes' Samuel laugh even harder.
