Based on lies

Back in a flash

I ran out of the house screaming, I don't know what to do, my heart is racing 100 miles per minute. As I ran my vision began to get blurry and my head seemed like it was going to explode. Then all I saw was darkness.

I woke up feeling nauseous, my head was spinning like crazy, and I tried to process where I was. A guy walked in with a book in his hand and he looked at me with sympathy. It feels like I've seen this guy before but I just couldn't put my finger on it. What's wrong with me I can't remember anything! I began to get scared when this stranger become to come close to me, who does he think he is? 'What the hell do you think youre doing?!, I suggest you tell me WHERE I am and WHO you are within the next 5 seconds before..'  he cut me off while pointing at something in his book, fear began to flow through me as I read the familiar writing,

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My mum reminds me everyday about my disease, I don't think it is that bad, if I write everything down I'm sure I'll be okay and I will be okay remembering things

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I read the words in shock, what is this some kind of prank, that's when my head began to hurt and all I can see in my mind is my mum hugging me and telling me it's okay, but then something cut through that and all I could think about is my mum saying something bad about me, and then all I hear is 2 gunshots and silence. That's when I realize the reality, I looked back at they guy and he reached out to hug me, I accepted his hug by reaching out to him and burying my head into his warm,comforting chest while I let my tears get the better of me.

My headache began to pound as a group of memories began to flurry back in to my mind,  my 5th birthday party to me killing my mum. Fear began to take over as the memories were beginning to become too much for my mind, so i did the most sensible thing a girl can do, i screamed. The next minute was chaos i  can hear Dan shouting and i could see a bustle of doctors scurrying in through the narrow door. One doctor pulled out something, and jabbed it into my thigh, as i was watching i began to feel sleepy, and i drifted off into a very uncomfortable sleep. 

When i woke up i found myself in hospital clothes and there were wires all around me as i looked around the small room i caught sight of my boyfriend. I remember everything about him now, his blue eyes, his funny attitude and his half smile that can make any girl fall head over heals for withing seconds. He looked so peaceful sleeping, as i was watching i caught hold of his dull  eye bags and his messy hair, i realized he must of stayed over for me, i looked down smiling, oh how i love this guy.

'i love you too' i looked up in shock and sure enough there was Dan looking up at me smirking, he looked tired, but he still looked incredibly good-looking. ummm hot! I glanced up in shock realizing i just said the last bit out loud. ' You know Cat you sure need to stop saying things out loud, but if its to me the carry on, because it sure is cute'. his twinkly eyes caught me off guard i found my self looking into them with full on admiration. 'Dan, i remember...I remember everything' My statement seemed to shock him because he shot up like no tomorrow.  'Babe, seriously?! oh my god!' he ran towards me and caught me into a tight hug.

'You sure as hell scared the hell out of me yesterday, the doctors said you were in shock, they said a few memories might come back, but oh my god, are you sure you remember everything?, like how do you know what you know and what you dont know?' I looked at him with confusion i never realized that maybe i dont know everything. 'Im not sure Dan, i think if anything does come up i dont know about im sure you will inform me. 'Cat im going to call the doctors now im sure they need to be told, but i know this is alot for you and Cat i like you alot and i always have, but do you remember not telling me about any of this?' 'I looked at him in shock, 'I really  did not tell you?!' 'No you pretty much didnt, its okay forget about it for now, just rest im going to go call Doctor Judy'

**Dan P.O.V**

As i ran to the doctors fear ran through me, and the most terrible fear began to corpse though my body. I didnt want her to know but within the last few weeks i have been sleeping with other people. I know i was a idiot each time but my desires got to me i guess. I was okay with the fact she hid the whole memory thing away from me no wonder she was always fishy when i came to see her and no wonder she never caught up with the fact that i became guilty around her. Its not that i had feelings for any of them women, i truly only liked Cat shes beautiful. But you know, i guess the other women with the amazing bodies got to me.

'Sir do you need help?' I looked up to see a women, with too much cleavage showing, and a skirt that didnt seem to cover anything. 'Um im looking for doctor Judy' I gave her a look of disgust and she immediately stepped backwards. 'Shes at the till now, honey... If you need me for anything and i mean anything ive got a small office next to the desk just come to that.. 'Please, go alway and leave me alone and flirt with the doctors that you probably already do anyway already' She looked taken back as she walked away with tears in her eyes. wow where did that come from, i think its because i realized my mistake, Im sure as hell Cat wont find out anyway.

Mentioning Cat I remember what i was meant to do, i hurried over to the desk and relief flooded me when i saw Doctor Judy sitting on the high up chair. 'Doctor, Cat says she remembers everything'. As i began to describe everything that she said she looked at me with happiness in her eyes. 'Love i know what condition she is in, this is good she may not remember one or two things in her past life, they may be big, so you need to be the one to break these things to her slowly, so her brain doesnt begin to become too much for her, she may get headaches often, and she may also feel moody for no reason you my dear need to take these into consideration and just make sure you give her medicines on time. You are free to take her for now though. 'Thanks doctor so much and yes i will do the best i can. With that i walked off with a huge smile plastered onto my face, I am truly the most luckiest guy on this earth.