The Outsiders Smuts

T.M ~ So Stupid

Song: Wasted On You by Morgan Wallen

Warnings: Fluff

A/N: This one's kind of short.

Just so you know: You and Two-Bit just broke up, you are 18 and he is 19. You are a Curtis sister.

I was sitting in my bedroom reading a book with Ponyboy. The character had just broken up with her boyfriend because he drank too much. When Pony read that part, I started balling. This was the reason I broke up with Two-Bit.

"Oh, Y/N. It's OK. You're going to be OK." Ponyboy said, hugging me and stroking my hair. Darry came into the room.

"You OK, Y/N? Need me to beat up Keith for you?" He asks, joining in on the hug. I shake my head. I'm silently crying now. Soda comes in.

"Aw, come on. Group hug without me?" He asks, joining in as well. I smile as he jumps into us. I wipe my tears away.

"Look, Y/N. It's going to hurt for a while. Trust me. But it'll get better." Soda said, referring to how him and Sandy ended up.

"I promise." He says, kissing my cheek. I nod and plop back down on the bed. 

None of us have seen Two-Bit for a couple of days now, ever since I ended it with him. I figured he ended up with a new girl and didn't even bother saying goodbye to any of us. It hurt the whole gang, but everyone knew how much Two-Bit and I loved each other.

That day was Steve's birthday, so we were taking him to the bar. Which hurt me even more. That was where Two-Bit and I met, and where we had our first kiss. So I was reluctant to go, but I did it for Steve's sake.

I thought that I might see Two-Bit while I was there, but I wasn't positive. So I stuck by Ponyboy's side the whole night. 

But when I went to go and get a drink for the two of us, Two-Bit was sitting at the end of the table, surrounded by a bunch of empty beer bottles. I winced inwardly.

I knew he had a problem with alcohol. And I was fine with him drinking, but sometimes it got so bad, that he would say and do things he didn't mean to. He would get rowdy, and start hurting people, even hurting me sometimes.

Thinking about it now, I wanted to give him a second chance. But I didn't know if he would be able to. I quickly ordered mine and Pony's drinks, not taking my eyes off Two-Bit. His eyes were red and puffy, a mixture of crying and alcohol. I felt really bad. I got my drinks and stalked away. Thank goodness he didn't see me.

I was sitting in Ponyboy's lap and got up to go to the bathroom. When I came back, Two-Bit was talking to the gang. They were being very gentle to him. 

"She's doing OK, Two-Bit." Darry said softly.

"Is s-she with you guys?" Two-Bit asks timidly. Soda shakes his head.

"Can you guys please t-tell her that I miss her and I love her and that I'm sorry?" Two-Bit asks, tears pouring down his face. I realize that I'm crying as well and wipe them away. 

"Of course, Two-Bit." Steve says.

"OK. I fucking hate myself. I-i'm so stupid. I lost the best thing that ever happened to me. Tell her that if she comes back to me I promise to stop drinking." Two-Bit says desperately. 

I had had enough. I ran behind the corner and jumped into Two-Bit's arms, sobbing. He sighs and his arms wrap around me tightly. I cry into his neck, kissing the skin gently. Two-Bit laughs. He places me down on the floor and hugs me, kissing my forehead, then kissing my lips. I smile against him.

"I'm so, so sorry, Y/N. I was stupid and I promise you I won't drink ever again." Two-Bit says, wiping away his tears. 

"I love you, Two-Bit." I say, hugging him again.

"I love you more, Y/N." He says, hugging back.