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I was tired all day , and when it was finally a good time to sleep , I couldn't , so of course I was frustrated . I decided to do some work for school instead , with a groan i take my laptop out and get started .

' i think when i changed was when i was 13 , it was when my best friend of 6 years confessed his love to me , this might sound childish , or even cute , but for me , it was the worst day of my whole life '

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" Do I seriously have to go to school ? " I complain , my mom doesn't even bother answering , I get dressed in another one of my hoodies and black tights before I leave , watching the clock tick before I leave the house with lack of enthusiasm .

I'm sitting at the kitchen table trying to focus on the conversation my mom and my brother are having but I'm so far away , thinking of how much work I have to do for maths . I get started soon after , words swimming in my brain , my body tingles in discomfort and terror creeps in . I try to keep it in check but it only gets worse before I gasp , running to the bathroom and throwing up hands shaking and eyes watering .

I hear a knock , " melody ? are you okay ? " So I once again have to wipe my tears and force a smile . " fine , just feeling a little sick " .

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