Jarah story-obx💗

Part 9

Note: I've decided to try to do something a little different I'll start writing from John B and Sarah's points of view,
In my opinion, this will further the story and make it a little more interesting.
But I will also do parts that are from a third point of view.

Sarah's point of view:

I didn't expect a phone call from my father, I admit, even after two days that I was doing well, this is the only thing that can destroy me.
I didn't want to talk to him but I knew I had to, he would have heard about it one way or another it doesn't matter that much,
But I didn't want to deal with it now, not at this point.
Maybe it's better if I get it over with and that's it? Just talk to him,  and maybe forgive him? and move on? so that I don't have this anguish that doesn't leave me, because he is my father, he will always be no matter what.

"Are you going to answer him?" John B asked interrupting me from my thoughts
"Um yeah" I looked down I didn't want to make eye contact,
"I'll go,have your privacy " he kissed my cheek

"No um can you stay with me?" I said as I take a deep breath,

"Of course my love" he said ,I held his hand and answered the call,

"Hey dad" my voice shook,
God why is it so hard to say "Dad", I don't recognize him anymore,

"Hey sweetie" he said after a long silence,
It was so strange to hear his voice after so long, I missed him I'm not going to lie but I missed my old dad and I know he's not going to come back.

"How are you ?" I said out of politeness breaking the silence

"everything is good how are you?" he replied

"Everything is fine" I said quietly,obviously I lied,
My hand was shaking, John B of course noticed that I was nervous because he knows me so fucking good, He caressed my hand trying to calm me down,

We were silent for a few moments and then he finally said
"Listen Sarah-" He tried to say something but I cut him off
"No no dad please don't do this it's already hard for me don't make it harder on me"

"Sorry Sarah, I'm doing this for you, I want you to have an abortion" my father said leaving me stunned
Hearing this from the person I loved so much is like a pinch in the heart,

"No dad, I'm not aborting my child"
I don't care what he says, I don't care what everyone says, that's my baby, I can't believe he really said that

"Sarah you're only 19 years old, please it gives our family a bad name"

"I'm not part of this family anymore dad and you know it, I'm not a Cameron anymore"
I'm not going to lie, it's hard for me to say this, I held back the tears.

"Please Sarah don't do this " he said and he sounded disappointed

"Do what?! I didn't do anything wrong"
My voice broke, it was too much for me

"You've been ruining this family since you met John B!" He raised his voice
"You've ruined this family since you almost killed Big John, don't make it about me" I yelled and felt like I was going to fall at any moment,
A wave of dizziness hit me and now I really felt like I was going to fall physically and mentally
"Ahh" I sighed holding my head,
"Sit down baby it's too much for you" John B said to me and helps me sit down,