Part 14

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Sarah Pov:

It was a nice sunny day, I'm curled up in bed and my plan is to stay there for the rest of the day but it's hard to do that Kiara lives in the same house with you and she'll probably at any moment come into my room and force me to get out of bed and go somewhere and then I'll tell her I'm tired or something like that and she will say something like "Then just come sit with me on the balcony or in the living room" I had this conversation every day,
John B already left for work so I will stay with Kiara and JJ at home today because Cleo also works at the store and Pope has a family thing so he went to his father's house,

I'm thirty weeks pregnant and in my last trimester and it's crazy because I only have ten weeks left until I give birth
But I'm a little worried because I've been up for like three hours and I didn't feel the baby moving or kicking at all which is really strange because I usually feel her from the moment I wake up  and I keep getting small cramps in my stomach but it's not my baby's moving.
In the first hour I didn't attach much importance to it and tried to ignore it and not stress myself but after two hours of not feeling her at all I start to worry and I have a bad feeling, I should feel her every hour even if it's a small movement I should feel something.
I don't want to be alone in this and in this horrible feeling
So I wrote John B a message

Sarah: Hi, I'm a little worried

John b: What happened?

Sarah: I haven't felt her moving at all since I got up
And I should feel her like every hour.

John b: Maybe go for a walk with Kie outside? It might help her move a little, but don't worry I'm sure she probably sleeps a lot in there

Sarah: I don't know.. I'm too tired for that

John b: Maybe try to eat something? She usually moves when you eat something sweet

Sarah: Okay, I'll try

John b: , update me if anything happens

Sarah: Okay, love you💗

John b: love you too💗

It's true every time I eat chocolate or something sweet she goes berserk so I'll try this,
I got out of bed slower than usual, I feel weak in my body and I don't think it's related to my sugar level this time, but I get over myself and go towards the kitchen If you can even call it walking it's more like limping there, limping really slowly
God, what's wrong with me, I feel a little pressure in my stomach but I decide to ignore it, it's the last thing I'm thinking about right now. On my way I see Kiara who was probably on her way to my room to wake me up "Hey Sar I just came to see how you are" as I thought, I sighed and held my stomach as a strong pressure pierced my stomach "ummm are you okay?"
I couldn't speak because of the pain so I just shook my head and breathed heavily the pressure got stronger and stronger but in a moment it went away and calmed down and I didn't feel anything, I'm really worried, what's going on? I just know I want to feel my baby kick or move or something,
"What happened?" Kiara asked and caressing my hand but I didn't have the strength or patience for anyone because I was worried and afraid that something happened to my baby, "Nothing, I'm fine, can you please just bring me some chocolate?" I asked stroking my stomach and going to the kitchen island leaning on it "What for?" she asked softly as she goes to the kitchen, I know she has good intentions but I'm so stressed right now that I can't even explain or speak "Kie can you just bring me please"she doesn't deserve this treatment but I can't control it .
She brought me a chocolate cube and I put it in my mouth
"Sorry I'm so moody" I felt terrible about myself,I can't take my nerves out on her
"It's okay, don't worry-" I interrupted her "No, it's not, I'm a terrible friend, you don't deserve this treatment, I'm sorry but I don't feel the baby move at all and I'm freaking out and usually when I eat chocolate she moves but I still don't feel her and I I keep getting pains and I'm worried as hell" I said in one breath and I really feel like everything is collapsing in my hands so I just started crying,I want to go to the hospital I want to make sure she's okay, ״Sar breathe
I'm sure she's fine" she tried to calm me down
But she doesn't understand what it's like to have a person you love so much and you're responsible for him and if something happened to her it's only my fault
"I'm going to call John B. I want to go to the hospital." I need him by my side to calm me down, I reached for my phone but another strong pain paralyzed me I leaned on the counter and squeezed my eyes trying to breathe and let the pain pass Kiara came closer to me caressing my lower back easing the pain, "Do you think it's contractions?",an early labour? There's no way "I don't know I just want John B to be here and he'll take me to the hospital I'll hear her heartbeat and the doctor tells me she's healthy" I grabbed my phone and dialed John B,

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