Jarah story-obx💗

Part 15

Sarah pov:

When we got to the hospital I couldn't get out of the car because of the pain
So John B called a nurse to help me, she brought me a wheelchair and wheeled me into the waiting room, she hooked me up to the monitor
to check the frequency of my contractions and she also hooked me up to an IV so I wouldn't pass out,
Right now we are waiting for the results of the monitor and to hear the heartbeat, I closed my eyes focused on my breathing,
I'm lying on the hospital bed and I'm so uncomfortable
My back is killing me and lying down didn't help at all so I sat up
slowly, I felt relief now that I was sitting, all the pressure on my back disappeared It was much easier for me that way.
John B didn't leave my hand even for a single moment, he knew how much I was afraid of tests and hospitals and now that I'm pregnant it scares me even more. My concern is only focused on my baby as long as she is healthy and that nothing happened to her, I could tell that John B is scared and stressed, and I don't blame him at all and even understand
If I were in his place I would behave the same and even more,
God I feel so bad about myself, I put my daughter in danger and maybe something happened to her because of me, that thought doesn't leave my head- a beep interrupted my thoughts to pay attention to my surroundings, "Is she okay?" John B said and took my words out of my mouth,
I couldn't speak, I couldn't get anything out of my mouth and he knew it, I'm on the verge of tears, I don't want to cry again, I've cried enough for today.

The nurse looked at the monitor screen for a few more moments and then she finally said, "Okay, you're not in labor, don't worry, she's perfectly fine according to the measurements, when your doctor arrives, she'll do a comprehensive examination and then you'll know all the details." My heart sank, oh God I have never felt so relieved, my baby is fine, I looked at John B who was smiling with tears in his eyes, he looked at me and we didn't have to speak, our eyes spoke and understood each other.
"Okay Sarah, I'm going to go now, if you need anything there is a buzzer next to your bed, use it when you need it"
The nurse said, breaking the silence, "Okay, thank you."
I said as the nurse left the room and it was just me and John B left.
He came closer to me and he just hugged me the hug that we both needed like air to breathe, I wrapped my arms around his neck and closed my eyes, the comforting hug that we didn't need more than that brought my soul back to my body, "Oh God" I sighed
"Are you okay?" he said kissing my shoulder and looking into my eyes, I nodded and smiled at him "I am now" he kissed my head
and buried his face in my neck and hugs me tight
"I was so scared Sarah" he admitted and I choked back my tears "I know I'm sorry" I said still feeling so guilty, "No no don't blame yourself, it's not your fault" I didn't say anything, his words comforted me but I still felt unsure of myself, "Hey look at me Sar" he said and held my face in his hands "Promise me you won't blame yourself"
I breathed out and said
"promise, I love you"
"I love you too" he kissed me gently but the kiss stopped because of a knock on the door and it must have been Doctor Kate who finally arrived.

John B pov:

"You can come in" Sarah said and the door opened and Doctor Kate appeared.
"Hey" Sarah said almost whisper, it looked like she was going to cry at any moment and I wasn't the only one who noticed it, "It's okay Sarah, I'm sure it was scary but you're doing great, the nurse gave me all the information and it looks like your baby is fine Done but let's do another ultrasound and check everything okay sweetie?'' Kate said empathetically and Sarah nodded. I took a deep breath as Sarah lifted her shirt and Kate applied the gel to her stomach as usual, Kate placed the stick on her belly and looked for our baby and her pulse, after a few minutes our beautiful baby appeared on the screen and the room was filled with the sound of her heart beats, a few tears rolled down my cheeks I was so relieved.
"See? She is completely fine, the contractions you had were Braxton hicks, false contractions, they are very common at this point of the pregnancy and you will probably encounter a few more of these, They can be 2 minutes long or 15 seconds long, they are not regular at all, they are just preparing you for the birth itself, as long as they are irregular for an hour, they are not labor contractions, okay?, and now regarding the fact that you didn't feel it at all today, I'm afraid it's because of the diabetes maybe your sugar level was low and she didn't have enough blood for her body and that made her weak, I want now to take your blood and see the indicators and we'll see what we do after that."