Part 12

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A month later:

Pov Sarah:

It was the middle of the night and I just can't fall asleep, I'm sitting at the kitchen island drinking a glass of water and trying to relax, I feel like my heart is beating really fast and I don't know what to do,  should I do a test? Maybe my sugar level is high?, should I wake up John B? But he's supposed to be up really early because goods are coming early in the morning and he's JJ and Pope going to unload
it and I don't want to disturb him because he needs to sleep good but I really feel that I need his help,
I try to take deep breaths but it doesn't help
My heart is beating like crazy and I feel really dizzy, I don't want to get stressed but it will happen if John B isn't be here to calm me down, I had no choice but to go to our room, I went to John B's side of the bed I bent down and slowly woke him up "John B" I whispered and caressed his cheek I waited a few seconds but he didn't wake up, "Baby wake up please" I said once more,
He slowly opened his eyes and kissed my hand, "Hey are you okay?" He asked in a sleepy voice, "I don't feel so good, my pulse is really fast" I told him, I sat next to him on the bed and he got up, "Let's um maybe do the test, okay?" He asked as he stroked my back in circles, I nodded and took another deep breath.
He brought the test from my nightstand, "Bring me your hand," "I can do it myself," I said quietly, "Sar, bring me your hand, you don't feel good , just relax, let me take care of you," he said, and his words warmed My heart I'm so grateful that I have him by my side, he kissed me quickly and took my hand, he started doing the test as usual. The machine beeped and the result came, "It's really high"I said, "Yeah um, let me inject you." He said, preparing the syringe with the insulin, "Ready?" I nodded, "Okay, three, two, one..." He counted backwards, and injected the substance. I closed my eyes in pain and pressed my hand where the shot was, My body relaxed as soon as the insulin went in, I let out a sigh of relief,
"Are you okay?" he asked worriedly, "I'm so tired from this" a few tears ran down my cheek, "it's okay it's okay come here" he said and wrapped his arms around me, "just relax" he said softly, we leaned back he's still holding me "You're doing so great Sarah and I'm so proud of you" he whispered and I relaxed in his arms, "I love you so much, thank you for everything you do for me" I lifted my head from his chest and put my hands on his neck, "I love you more" he said kissing me softly and I smiled, "Sorry for waking you up, I know you have to get up early" I said quietly,
"Baby wake me up whenever you need Sarah,don't worry about it and by the way I only have to be there for an hour or two and then I'll stay at home for the rest of the day, so maybe do you want to do something?" he asked, "Yeah we can but it depends about how I'm going to feel tomorrow ok?"
I said in a sleepy voice my eyes felt heavy And they almost got close, "Yeah of course my love, but now go to sleep,You look exhausted my love, good night" "Good night"

I woke up to an annoying beep coming from John B's alarm clock,
I groaned and turned to the other side, John B immediately turned off the annoying sound and got up from the bed, "Sorry Sar, keep sleeping"
he whispered.

After a few minutes he hugged me from behind and whispered in my ear, "I have to go, I'll see you later I love you bye" he said kissing my cheek, "Okay bye I love you".

An hour later:

I got up around 8:00 I stay in bed a little longer because I don't have the strength to get up from it, recently I get up early but I fall asleep early or in the middle of the day which is quite strange
But I got used to it,
I turned 26 weeks yesterday, which is really crazy. I still don't get it that it's really happening. I just can't believe that there's a human being inside me that's growing and developing. It's crazy...
I can't wait for her to be here and for her to be in my arms.

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