Jarah story-obx💗

Part 10

A month and a half later:

Pov Sarah:

This month went well, I worked in the shop all month and decided to stay home today because I'm exhausted.

I just turned 22 weeks and so far everything is good, the terrible period of nausea is finally over, but the fatigue and dizziness will stay with me until the end of the pregnancy,

Today I have the half way appointment (even though i'm 22 and not 20) and also the gestational diabetes test, I'm really stressed if I have gestational diabetes it means I'm high risk pregnancy and that means I have to stay at home all the time, not work and I'll have even more dizziness and headaches, but Still with all this I try to think positively I remember I am raising our baby and it will all be worth it in the end when the baby will be here.
John B and I could find out the gender of the baby a month ago.
and we decided that we will find out today. I'm really curious I really hope it will be a girl, but of course health is the most important thing. John B still thinks it's a boy, but I have a strong feeling that it's a girl.
My ultrasound is at 1pm, John B works at the shop and he supposed to be back home in three hours so we can go for the appointment,

I try not to think about my father, but this month I had a lot of breakdowns and it was hard physically and mentally, after each breakdown I would stay in bed and not get out of it for the rest of the day and it affected me in every way, probably it happens from the hormones that are driving me crazy but I feel it's more than just hormones.
I'm not mad at Wizzy i'm disappointed in her, yes I trusted her and I was so happy that we got back in touch but it hurt my trust in her and that's why I'm disappointed in her. I don't even want to think what Rafe thinks about it, I'm moving on without Rafe and without my father, they are no longer a part of me and I don't want them in my life anymore.

John B pov:

I just finished work I'm on the way to pick up Sarah for her ultrasound,
The last month was not the best , she had a lot of breakdowns
Because she took a lot on herself and then it just all came out, I hope she feels better today, in the morning she seemed to be doing well,

Today we find out the gender of the baby and I'm really excited about it, I know Sarah wants a girl but I think it's going to be a boy but the main thing is that he or she will be healthy that's what really matters.

She also has the test for gestational diabetes and I can tell she is stressed and anxious about it, to be honest me too, I don't want it to be more difficult for her than it already is but I know she will deal with it, she is the strongest person I know.

I arrived home an hour before the appointment because as I know Sarah she is probably a sleep and forgot about the appointment so to give her time to get ready I came earlier,

I entered our room and as I thought Sarah was sleeping.
I hugged her from behind and kissed her shoulder "Hey Sarah time to get up" I whispered to her and she groaned
"what time is it ?" She said in a sleepy voice still with her eyes closed, "It's 12pm" I answered I put my hand on her stomach and noticed she wasn't awake yet "Baby you have an ultrasound today remember?" I said softly, "Oh, is it today?" She said and I smiled, "Yes, we talked about it this morning, remember?" I said and grinned "Oh yeah it is today"
She smiled, opened her eyes and turned to the other side so we were face to face "Hi" I whispered and kissed her softly "Hi" she smiled, "Are you excited about today?" I asked, "Yes, and you'll see it's going to be a girl," she said and I smiled, "You're wrong, it's a boy," she shook her head and laughed.
"Come on, get up, do you want to eat something?" I asked as I help her get up, "I can't before the test, I have to fast for two hours before the test because of the sugar overload" she told me, "Okay then go get dress and we'll leave in forty minutes" I quickly kissed her And she went to get dressed.