"Holy shit"

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They had just got home after not speaking the entire car ride home. Sirius had stormed into their room and Remus thought he should get some time alone. Sirius puts on a pair of pj pants with no shirt. He lays down pulling the blanket over him. He cried silently. Around 01:30 Remus comes in. He doesn't put on a pair of pjs but just sleeps in his underwear.

"I'm so sorry" Remus says laying down pulling the blanket over him as well. Sirius rolled over meeting his eyes. Remus eyes. Those beautiful eyes Sirius loved. He doesn't answer him but move closer wrapping his arms around him. Remus hugs him. He holds him close.

"I'm sorry I'm like doing this again" Remus try's to catch his eyes after Sirius says that but Sirius won't look at him. Sirius had been thru this shit before. His mother used to cut him but around the sixth year he started doing it to himself. It was like and escape for a moment. Everything with Remus was just horrible. He wouldn't talk about it with anyone. Well until James was told by Peter who couldn't keep his mouth shut. James was the one that was there. Remus thought to himself how amazing of a person James really was. He holds on to Sirius before he turns around going to sleep.

"Good night" he said before drifting off. Remus spooned him. It was gonna be a full moon in a couple days. It had started being worse some times but nothing he couldn't handle. He hated how he was before a moon but he hated how he was after even more. He thinks he's pathetic for acting like that. At Hogwarts he could get out of the hospital wing within a day or two but now he could spend at least two day and not feeling better.

(At the potters)

Regulus had just got done feeding and putting Astrid to sleep. James was already in bed reading. Regulus switches out of his shirt with a bit of spit up on it to a bit more fresh one. He just took his shirt of when he met James eyes. He picked up the new shirt.

"Why are you wearing a shirt into bed?" James asks pausing Regulus.

"Well I've had three kids and yeah do I need to explain" Regulus puts his shirt on and gets into bed before turning the light of.

"I think you look great" James says almost scaring Regulus who couldn't see him in the dark room.

"I just feel comfortable being a bit covers up" He explains. He could feel James hands.

"Well I do not mind seeing you shirtless sometimes" He moves closer to Regulus.

"James you haven't carried three kids you do not understand" Regulus snaps before heading into the bathroom. James doesn't seem to know where he messed up but give Regulus some time alone. He just sit on the bathroom floor. He feels nauseous. He used to do that when he was pregnant with Astrid or the other guys. Not feeling nauseous before hand but after a meal. He looks thru the cabinet. He sees the box. He picks it up feeling the weight of something inside of it.

"James" he says holding the undone pregnancy test in his hand. James walks to the door.

"Yeah" Regulus unlocks the door. James walks in closing it behind him. He sees Regulus holding the test as he sits down next to him.

"That's a test..." he looks at it seeing it hadn't been used yet. Regulus looks up at him.

"I threw up after breakfast this morning"their eye contact continues when James starts speaking.

"You think it could be that?" James say's surprised.

"I don't know but it doesn't hurt to try" he breaks the eye contact now looking at the test. Astrid screams.

"How about you take it and I put her to sleep. James suggests. Regulus nods. James leaves and he takes the test. After about five minutes James comes back holding a fully awake Astrid.

"Have you gotten a result yet?" He sits down next to him. He takes Astrid giving James the test. It hadn't shown anything yet.

"I mean we could do four kids if you'd want that" James say trying to calm Regulus. Regulus was squeezing Astrid in a hug. James looks down at the test seeing the results. Regulus doesn't look. James shows him the test. He saw those clear lines. The second one wasn't even a bit faded.

"Holy shit" He lets out seeing it. James has tears in his eyes. Regulus seems panicked but James seems to be enjoying the news.

"We're gonna have four kids. We're gonna have two under two" Regulus lets out after a while.

"Astrid's gonna be a big sister"

"Oh our little baby's gonna be a big sister" Regulus looks at half asleep Astrid who is leans against his legs.

"Dada!" Sammy screams from upstairs.

"Yes, what's up buddy?" James screams back. They can hear Sammy walking down the stairs to the first floor where their bedroom were.

"I can't sleep" he opens the bathroom door" Regulus quietly gets the test in his pocket making Sammy not seeing it. James gets up picking Sammy up.

"How about you sleep in my and papa's bed today" James suggest looking at Regulus for a response. He smiles and nods.

(Sirius and James meet up at Wolfstar's house)

James walks in thru the door.

"Hello there not having any kids with you for ones?" Sirius asks confused. James takes his shoes of and walks into the house.

"Nope not today Leo and Sammy had a play date with another sibling pair from Leo's class, Astrid barley slept and neither did Regi so they are taking a nap"

"There was a long time it was just us" Sirius realizes. James and Sirius hug.

"It was. But how is everything going" Sirius stops hugging him and looks at him seriously.

"Did Regulus fucking tell you about that." Sirius looks annoyed.

"Yeah I'm sorry about that whole thing" James says talking about them not getting pregnant so easily

"I'm trying to stop cutting so you know" James looks weird at Sirius.

"Your cutting again?" He sounds confused.

"Didn't he tell you?"

"Not about that, no" James says hugging Sirius again but a bit tighter. Sirius doesn't hug back but buried his face into James shoulder. He didn't want to cry in front of him.

"I know it's hard padfoot but you know so many people care about you. Your like the one person that doesn't deserve anything that had happened to you." James is speaking facts of course but it was hard for Sirius to accept that.

Author here
So jegulus is having us fourth kid 👏👏👏 amazing. But I can promise that it's gonna get better for wolfstar soon. I mean not exactly now but soon.

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