This is just random thoughts/ rambles and stuff and this specific chapter will probably be constantly updated; Might even add music.
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It's all so meaningless
Feeling anxious/scared that im posting this/talking about my truama but im not doing anything wrong so why...
I'm so tired
What good is a "beacon of hope" thats lost all hope.
Ive never been able to recognize myself, I avoid mirrors at almost all costs most the time I have for years now maybe but I have no sense fo time and it doesn't feel like much time has passed.
I want to be noticed I wish someone could helo me and see how much im suffering and just want to be there for me, im so used to always helping others but its gotten to the point all I do is rot, I cant even help people anymore I hate myself so much.
I geniunly cant understand people who can/do hide who they are or things or parts about them I actively can't I'm me.
I just want to be safe and okay
Its gotten so bad in terrified of people im so skittish talking to anyone is so hard I just can't anymore; I used to be more socail but now I cant approach anyone.
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I Want To Be Okay
Non-FictionI struggle with ALOT of mental issues and this is just meant to be a way to vent, or get thoughts down; assume many TW honestly just don't read it if you sesntiive to anything in anyway because my own thoughts don't make sense to me alot, it most li...
