We were never together but I wish we were.
We never dated but I wish we did.
I always liked you, I wish I didn't.
You never liked me, I wish you did.
I've started blaming everything on 'timing'
but my heart knows,
that it was anything but timing.
All these 2 years, these 730 days, these
17520 hours, what I've thought about is just you. (No, i still can't change that 'is' to 'was')
When I was trying to move on from you,
I thought of you.
When I couldn't give someone else a chance coz he wasn't you,
I thought of you.
When i was around you,
I thought of you.
When I wasn't around you,
I thought of you.
I have given so much thought to the thought of you that now it would be unusual for me to not think of you.
It's a constant thought.
It's an incomplete wish.
It's my life, in my delusional mind.
You're leaving, and I don't think i can even say a proper 'bye' to you..
I'll start crying.. i know will,
Coz it won't be easy for my heart to heal.
To you it may sound overdramatic,
To you it may feel idk less tragic?
But thats okay, acceptable, understandable...
You didn't and you don't know,
that a huge piece of my heart is you..
You didn't and you don't know,
how much I like you..
It's difficult for me to understand the complexities of love (as I say),
but if this isn't love,
then I don't know what is!
And if this isn't love,
then hey there! I truly, selfessly, really like you.
I don't think I'll ever tell you that,
Your actions and your words always tell ME what ur answer to my confession would be..
Your actions and your words always remind me that I'm someone you never want your girlfriend to be..
That hurts I won't lie,
but it can't change my feelings for you.
You not liking me was and is ur choice,
And me still liking you will forever be my choice. (It just won't be something you'll ever hear in my own voice)
