I couldn't unlove him and i didn't want to,
he was worth every tear, every pain,
But no, he still has no clue.
He never knew and he never will,
This is something I'm trying to believe.
But i know he isn't that dumb,
Ofc he noticed me staring at him,
Ofc he saw me blushing,
Ofc he realised I was fumbling over my sentences when I talked with him,
Ofc he knew I liked him.
I couldn't make it any more obvious,
and the feeling after he didn't react to the most obvious action, it was hideous.
I didn't even know what I wanted,
How did I want him to react?
Nevermind,
it's probably just my efforts that lacked
But it's fine,
at least I didn't lose him,
because to lose him,
he should have at least been mine.
