Human Male? Werewolf Bliss

Chapter 29: Luke's run and rant.

Luke's pov

7 months has passed since the party and formally introducing Jake to the pack. In that time, he is now walking and saying a few words, he calls Jason dada and me papa, which melts my heart. He is also a handful, even though he is only walking he walks fast, and he keeps trying to escape to the woods. (Being a werewolf, the woods call to him.) I play with him as much as I can and take him around the pack land near our and his grandad's house, but there is only so much I can do. College work is getting more and more stressful, and Jake keeps wanting me to go with him, the nanny we got helps out only two days a week. Pack members come to me to talk or try and help them with stuff because I am the Luna, but they call me 'alpha Luke'. My godfather is pressuring me to come back to the UK in the summer break in 7 weeks' time, and it feels like Jason is spending less time with both me and Jake. Plus, I had to stop going to Sue (Dr Sky) who was teaching me medicine for werewolf because I did not have the spare time.

On Wednesday night after another phone call from my godfather, who was still going on about coming to the UK. I ended the call and with all the stress from college and everything I blew up and threw my phone against the wall and it smashed to piece's. Jason was home playing with Jake, Jason rushing in, and he asked me what is wrong. I was so angry I was surprised that Jason didn't feel it. I pushed pasted him went outside and ran, I did care where I ran to, I was just running as fast and as far as I could. 20 minutes later I stopped at the back of our old apartment building and collapsed with my back on the wall crying my eyes out. 30 second later Max came up to me and just hugged me and I hugged him (Max was coming back from his mum's and seen me drop to the ground). We didn't speak he just let me cry while he hugged me, a minute or two later he said in a caring voice "what wrong Speedy?" me still crying a bit but also sniffling said, "it seems like every... everyone is expecting... me to be able to... do everything... and have time... to do my college... wo... work, take care of Jake... help the pack out... with everything that... that they need. Cook and clean... the whole house... and Peter... is... is pressuring... me to come to the UK... and won't take the answer... I need time to relax... after college." Max listened to me and hugged me again. I then continued "I love Jake, but it seems like I have to do everything all the time. Jason plays with him only once every few days, I barely see him because he is here" I lash out and smack my hand against the wall causing the brick to crack. "With college work it seems like I can't play with Jake enough, so he tries to escape. I love the pack, but they come to me for silly little things, and it is just getting to me. I had to stop learning medicine with Sue because I didn't have any spare time, and I feel like I can't talk to anyone. I was surprised that Jason could not feel what I was going through because of the mate bond, but he didn't. Which is making me question if he really wants to be with me and was I a mistake by the Moon Goddess" I spill everything to Max everything that I have bottled up for months. Max then says "first of you are not a mistake get rid of that thought, second you know you can talk to me and mom no matter what..." I then interrupt by saying "you and Smithy are getting newly mated, and I didn't want to pull you away from him and you mom is just getting better I didn't want to burden her with this" I say without looking at him. Max then says "yes me and Smithy are newly mated and yes want to be together, but you are my best friend and brother Speedy. If you need me, I am there you should knew that, and mom would say you can always talk to me even if I am not well".

I just nod then Jason said, "you could have talked with me too". I was surprised to see him here just I was still so mad at him I stood up and spit out "really mister alpha you are hardly with me or Jake every time I have tried to talk to you, you say you have not got the time and you are always here at the damn playhouse" this took that last of my strength and I collapsed on the floor again crying. Jason and Max hugged me, and Jason just whispered, "you are not a mistake Luke" and seconds later said, "it's ok pup let it all out" while rubbing my back, then everything feel silent and black.

Jason pov

When Luke ran out, I called my dad to come and look after Jake, I took him something is wrong with Luke I need to go after him. Dad came over right away and I ran after Luke, in a short time he covered a lot of distance, but it smelled like he was just running because his scent kept crisscrossing. I followed Luke's scent and I finally realised where he was running to even if Luke didn't know. With Luke being so fast I arrived just a Max was asking him what is wrong? I listened to them from the tree line, and I was shocked that my Luke felt like that I knew he was stressed but because of the mate bond but he made it seem like it was because of college. I just listened to them. When I felt I should step in a slowly walked up to them and I told Luke that he could have talked with me. He stood up and unload on me, but this seemed to take the last of his strength because he collapsed and cried. I whispered in his ear "you are not a mistake Luke and it's ok pup let it all out" while rubbing his back, along with Max and a minute later he passed out from exhaustion. I took him to our old apartment which Smithy and Max live in now and they said to put him in one of the spare rooms to sleep while we talk.

Max made me realise that I have been spending too much time away from my mate and son and Luke was being over worked doing housework, schoolwork and looking after our son. Which made me feel like crap. After an hour of talking with Max and Smithy, I asked them to look after Luke. I would grab my truck and come back to take him home.