Bonds of Steel and Blood (Levi • OC)

CHAPTER 34 - Control and Desire

     Subjects like desire, longing, and passion were never something Levi paid much mind to. Yes, he released his stress with sex, just like most scouts, but it never crossed the line of pure physical relief. He had never been in a position where he struggled to understand himself, where he was driven by emotions he knew were irrational, where he was unable to eliminate said emotions despite knowing they'd bring him no good.

     First, he assumed it was a purely physical attraction, so he brushed it off. Then, he caught himself thinking of her not only because she annoyed and frustrated him beyond description but because he couldn't help but wonder about her. Slowly, he grew to respect her skill and determination, and before he realized it, he found himself gritting his teeth whenever he saw her leave the Mess Hall with a man or even as much as touch someone else with affection. Jealousy was not something Levi knew how to handle.

     His decision to ignore her and wait for whatever she made him feel to pass quickly turned out to be wishful thinking. He caught himself imagining her dark red, almost black hair sprawled across his mattress, her fiery green eyes staring up at him with hunger, her dark, heart-shaped lips moaning his name, and he thought he had lost his mind. Distracting himself in all ways possible, throwing himself into work, reading, exercise, didn't work.

     Ever since feeling the softness of her skin after finding her in his office weeks ago, since experiencing her warmth, the feel of her around his cock, since hearing her moans, that was all Levi could think of.

     So when Reinae kissed him again, deeply, with no restraints, the need within him exploded.

     He grabbed her waist, pulling her closer to him, his other hand tangling into her long hair so he could angle her head, kissing her even deeper. He could feel her body heating up, her breathing becoming unsteady. Her hands slid from his hair down his neck to his chest, where she gripped his shirt, pulling him closer. It was probably alcohol that drove her into acting so mindlessly, but Levi didn't care.

     The sound of her shuddering sigh when his lips traveled down her neck sent blood pumping right into Levi's length. He gripped her ass and picked her up, pressing her against the door. Her back arched when she spontaneously tried to grind against him, and Levi helped her, angling his hips so that his dick, straining against the sudden tightness of his pants, brushed against her core. Reinae moaned, grabbing Levi's face to suck back on his lips.

     Their kissing was a battle for control, a war of who can consume the other more. Their lips never separated as Levi carried her through his office to his bedroom. He practically threw her on the bed, taking off his jacket before climbing on top of her, claiming her lips once more. Her fingers got to work, unbuttoning his shirt with haste, while his hands wandered over her legs, his firm grip on her flesh reflecting his burning need.

     Levi broke the kiss once Reinae started tugging on his shirt, sitting on top of her to take it off. His eyes were on her face, the faint redness covering her cheeks, her parted lips, her green eyes hazed with lust as they slid over Levi's bare torso. Her fingers gently glazed over his sculpted abdomen, relishing in every curve and hollow of his muscles. Her hand stopped on his belt, her gaze locking with his as she unbuttoned it, then did the same with his pants. Levi remained still, his chest heaving at the sight of her, the feeling of her fingers gripping him through his briefs making his jaw flex.

     Before she could start stroking him, he backed away, sliding off her to kneel between her legs. He practically tore her pants off, throwing them on the ground beside his shirt. He lifted her right leg, placing kisses down her thigh, starting gently as he kissed over her scarring wound. He sucked on her skin harder and harder as he approached her core, making her squirm under him. And when he kissed her throbbing clit through her panties, she moaned loudly, gripping onto the sheets. Levi couldn't help the grin pulling on his lips when he glanced up at her to see her watch him needily, her gaze urging him to continue.