Lachlan POV
I wake up and look at the time. It is 10:30 am. The first thing I think about is having to go on that plane. I don't even want to go to Canada, but if I don't, everyone will come down to Australia. I stand up and stretch, looking down at my suitcase. At least I packed yesterday.
I walk over to my bathroom, dreading having to take one. I strip down and turn on the water. I jump in, and the hot water pierces my super pale skin. I suddenly think about Vikk. Why did he have to go? Why couldn't he see how much I loved him? Why did he have to leave because of Preston? Why did Preston even have to exist?
I look over at the razor that was in my shower. It was so tempting, but I tried to look away. It didn't work. I grab it and just stare at it. They won't notice, will they?
I put the blade up to my lower thigh. Do I want to do this? I deepen the grip on it and push the razor in, starting to see little droplets of blood. I start to feel so much better. All the pain I have felt for these couple of months fade in an instant. Even though it was one thin cut, it made me feel so much relief.
I finish my shower, the hot water sometimes hitting the cut straight on, causing it to open more, but I didn't care. I walk into my room and put on some clothes. Afterwards, I get a text from Preston, again I may add, making sure I was coming. I replied back with an I will, don't worry about me! -3- and started to grab my things and put them in the trunk of my car.
I get back into the house and look at my clock. It's only 11:23. I open up YouTube, and decide to watch one of my old videos when I was happy. Right as I open it up, I start to tear up. Why couldn't things go back to normal? Why did I have to meet Vikk anyways?
I turn off the video and lay down in my bed. I don't fall asleep, but look up at my ceiling. My tears dry up some and I close my eyes. Maybe, just maybe, I will find the confidence to meet Vikk again. Doesn't have to be today, tomorrow, in a week, or even in months, but someday.
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So, I'm back from camping! Was fun, but I'm glad to be back so I can update. Sorry this is short. I might update tomorrow as well though.
See you crafters, in another chapter! < 3
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Come Back, A Vikklan FanFic
Fanfiction^-^ THIS IS BOOK THREE! ^-^ Life has been hard for The Pack ever since Vikk died, Lachlan being the worst of them all. Can Vikk come back in time before Lachlan comes to him? Or will a certain someone ruin everyone's life? This is the third book in...
