This one is an old poem but it belongs to this book so I'm publishing it here too
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Here I go again
Smiling and laughing with you
While the fear inside darkens
That you'll leave me soon
Days pass by
I could feel the distance grow
I am sorry but now
I don't want to feel this
Feel this insecurities
Of whether you value me?
Just as much as I value you?
Or have I lost my worth?
Only because I tried
To show how much you mean to me?
Only because I try to prove
That I could make you laugh
That I can keep you company
That I'll be here for you
But maybe you never needed me
You have others
And this feelings growing
Jealous that maybe I am not close enough
I lay shattered on the ground
And only show you the colourful pieces
I have lost my worth haven't I?
Just because I care
Just because I worry
Just because I don't want you to feel alone.
I have lost my worth
YOU ARE READING
Through the Glimpses of Him
ŞiirHey to all that already know me! It's not exactly a poetry book but scribbling in my mind, I have never really wrote stuff like this so it's my first time. That's all.. I don't write it for him I write it for me The thoughts swirling inside my head...
