Yours

💙Unexpected❤️

(Two weeks from the last chapter)

I was laying on my bed after school texting Akashi, we've become friends-? I don't really know exactly what he considers me as. As far as the heart drop thing, I still get it every time he texts me or I see him around. Weird ik, idk why I'm like that. Just hearing him say my name or a simple high five makes me want to scream, and my stomach feels all weird.
Akashi: Yeah I just don't know what to do anymore...
Anna: Just try genuinely talking it out, and don't let her just switch the topic.
Akashi: What if I just kill them.
Anna: How?
I feel like maybe just talking it out works but that might work-?
Akashi: idk
This guy really does know what he's doing doesn't he.
Anna: Ok if you don't have a logical plan there is no point be ready by 7:30 she will be there. Talk it out then.
Akashi: I can't! She's with one of her other partners.
Anna: just trust me, she's coming.
I make It final before he can actually debate against it and not even 5 minutes later I got Rose to go to his house.
I felt jealous a bit, but overall I told myself to not get feelings for either of them. My job is to just keep them together, just as friends nothing more. It was so easy with Rose to avoid feelings so why can't I do it with him. It's not like he is ever going to know.
Wait I have feelings for him? What no I don't it's just me getting used to him. But that would explain the nerves. I just powered off my phone and slept for the rest of the day.
"ANNA" my sister was shaking me, "what-" "Mom said to get up and stop rotting in bed"
And just like that I'm at a store trying to find the ingredients for some bake sale. I accidentally bumped into someone, "Oh sorry-" "Hello" oh it's just Akashi, "Hiiiiii" "I have a question." "Ask it" "Why did you help me?" "What do you mean?" "You didn't shy away yesterday. Why?" I don't really know how to answer that and I can't really use 'idk I kinda have a crush on you that I'm currently sleeping constantly do avoid.' "Your my friend, friends help each other out" "Yeah but still." "Im not sure exactly why, I just want to?" I never really thought about why I was so calm about it, damn I really was not concerned at all. "Okay then, cya later" "cya-?" Well if it wasn't obvious at this point I have a crush on him. I feel guilty because of Rose but it's not like I'm going to mess their relationship up. In fact I swear on my life I will never tell him how I feel.
"Excuse me ma'am, can I get there?" "Oh yeah sorry"
The walk home was interesting, why didn't I freak out? Also what the fuck is with the feelings? Wait did I just admit to liking him, WAIT BITCH ISN'T HE A MURDER. But like still tho I don't think he would kill me. Anna where TF did the he's so adorable go. Oh shit I'm talking to myself again.
"Lanna" ok I really need this bitch gone, "What do you want Bella" I turn around, "Well you were right, I found someone better." "You put me through hell just to leave Lilian" "What can I say, i had to get a point across." "I don't care" "Found someone else already? Maybe you should introduce me to them" I slapped her, "Get within a mile of that person and I will make your life as worse as I physically can." "Woah Lanna haven't seen you this way in a while, old actually fun Ali is back?" "No." "Damn, good hit though." "Thanks." "Well I'm mean but I'm not mean enough to take anyone that makes you get protective like that again. I still have marks from that fight Jesus Christ. Love ya Lanna" "It's Alianna for the last time, hate ya too." "I knew it she's backkkk!" "Belle I will fucking kill you" "It's Bella actually Lanna" "go home" "Ok bossy."

Me and Bella used to be best friends, then we got into a fight, a big one. Her situationship left her for me. I asked her and she was fine with it. Then she started being harsh, but then I was obsessive. Lanna is what the person called me, I take it as an insult when people call me Lanna. Bella uses it 24/7, just to get to my head. But one day we broke up and I was on the verge of death already and she made this one comment, "Awwwww your just like your father aren't you" and we were in a parking lot at 11 at night. Something inside me just snapped and I beat the living hell out of her until my neighbors had to pull me off of her because they heard the screaming from down the street. Im not proud of it, she was in the hospital for 3 days, and my mom had to beg for hours for the school to not send me to juvy, being put in a cop car wasn't really on my planner that week but between the fight and the attempt. They had every right by then. I got myself out of it, it's true though Bella does have a scar on her hips from where I kicked her that night and the bruise started bleeding. Even though I held strong grudges, still do. I said sorry, me and Bella are like mortal enimes who are constantly trying to kill each other but are also best friends? I hate her, seriously I want her dead. But I laugh at her jokes sometimes, I bake her a cake every once in a while, I pay for her food when she can't because we still have a level of respect for eachother in a way. We have a long history, we did before that person ever came into the mix.
After thinking deeply about me and Bella the new problem of having a crush came back up. I mean his voice-, his hair, just him himself is just AJAHSUSISGSUAJSUSKABUAKAB. y'know? This is going to be a tough one.