I told myself, I wanted a rest,
A long-lasting peaceful rest,
No more tears to cry, no more life to dies,
Been broken and hurt too many times,
Until I lost the will to live and just die,
At the end of the day, your parents will be the one to remember you
Until their last breath.
God didn't let me live my life easy,
I've got no one to blame but myself,
I only want a life to live, not a life to suffer,
Many times, I'm on distress, while everyone around me is at rest,
What's more painful is I'm living like I'm dead.
No tears, no pain, I got used of being in vain,
I'm breathing like a lifeless train,
A lot of times, I felt the urge to die,
But too afraid to see my parents cry,
