Her Little Girl {Hollyoaks}

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Madison knew how things were and she knew that she and warren were trying to do whatever they could for their baby. She knew all that had happened. But she was trying to give him a chance. And she was trying to trust him. But she knew it was far from easy.

She knew how Warren had hurt her and she wasn't going to punish their daughter because of it but she knew it wasn't easy as she didn't fully trust him not to run off with Ella. She knew how he told her that he wouldn't but she was still scared.      

Madison smiled as she looked to Ella as she lay in her crib. She stood up and walked over to her. She picked up and smiled as she looked down at her baby and smiled.  

"Mummy loves you so much my beautiful girl. And I know it's a lot. But I do love you and it's all going to be okay. You're going to be okay. I know that you don't understand anything. But me and your dad are going to do what is best for you. We are going to look after you as we love you. And it will be okay," Madison said as Ella looked up at her and yawned. Madison smiled as she started to feed Ella.

She knew it was a lot and. She knew that she didn't realise how hard it was to have a baby. But she knew that she loved her baby. And she knew how she'd do anything for her.

She knew that it was going to take a lot of getting used to. And she knew that she somehow had to try and make it work with Warren.

She knew it wasn't easy. Madison knew that she had to try and be civil with each other.   

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Madison walked through the village with Ella. Harleigh walked over. She smiled. "How is my niece?"  She asked.

Madison looked to her and smiled. "She's good. I'm just tried."

"Hmm I get you. I haven't even given birth yet. How is it with you and Warren? Have you managed to make it work yet somehow?" Harleigh asked.

Madison looked to her and smiled. "I know it's not easy. I know my head is a mess. And I just want to focus on being a good mum to my baby. But when it comes to Warren, I really don't know where I stand," she told her. 

Harleigh looked to her and smiled. "I know it's hard. I do. But I am here for you. I am your sister. I love you. And I know what Warren and mum did. And how they hurt you. But no matter what, I am your sister. I love you and I am going no where," she said as Madison smiled.

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Madison got to Warren's. She smiled. "She's asleep. She's due a bottle in an hour. I know that this isn't easy with us. But I want us to try. I want us to try with her. To be civil," she said.

Warren looked to her and nodded. "I want that too. I want us to be parents to our little girl," he said.

Madison looked to him "Me too. Look you hurt me. And I am not going to take you back soon. But you're Ella's dad. And that's what matters," she said as he looked to her and smiled.

Madison knew how things were with her and Warren. And she knew that she was trying for Ella's sake. But she knew that things weren't going to get any easier.