Must I beg for less than the minimum?
Do I really have to claw and bite and cling onto the nothing you've gifted me?
The people I trusted turned out to lie and you knew
People I thought loved me barely even liked me
I thought you were different but you just showed me clearest of them all
I'll keep waiting for a "one day" where someone will love me
Not for my interests, not for my body, not for what I can give them
I keep waiting for someone who will love me for me
Yet no one is coming
No one can love me for me
Not even me
15/2/24
