Being a Mobster's Girlfriend

Kwatro

Friday has never been this frustrating ever since I've met the great Kaide Gohara. He hasn't texted me. And I don't have an idea if he would be in my unit tonight.

"Loryn," I looked up to see my co-officemate Natasha. "You sure you don't wanna go with us?" I noticed how her face changed as she wear off her ponytail, giving us a fine look at how beautiful her black straight hair that's hanging above her waist.

I shook my head. "I have some other plans tonight. Maybe next time?"

"Come on, it's Friday! Friday means having fun, clubbing, drinking, and boys! And you keep on saying next time." She reasoned.

But I have to say no. If I go with them tonight and Kaide went home, he would not found me there. He'd be madder again.

"Next time. I promise," I said.

I heard her sigh. "Okay.. but if you ever change your mind, nasa Club Zero lang kami. Bye." Then she went off to chitchat with our other officemates na mukhang sasama rin sa kanya magclubbing.

I just stared at them as they untie their ponytails and apply a darker shades of make-up. By looking at them, they all look excited and ready to party. One day.. makakasama rin ako sa kanila magbar.

Though I am not the kind of person na mahilig uminom or magnight out. Yes I enjoy doing such things like drinking pero I know my limit. I don't abuse my body with alcohols. But honestly speaking, nakakamiss din ang gumimik. I missed doing my own life. Kaso kung hindi lang sana Biyernes ngayon at kung hindi lang sana magulo ang sitwasyon namin ng dakilang si Kaide Gohara, I would have texted him na magn-night out ako. But I cannot. Kasi kahit pa magpaalam ako, alam kong hindi sya papayag.

It's quarter to five when I started packing my things and prepare myself to leave. Nakasalubong ko pa ang mga ka-officemates ko sa lobby na mukhang excited sa gimik nila ngayong gabi. They even asked me again, but I did say no.

After Silver drove me home, I was quite expectant na darating si Kaide. That he would barge out the door and kiss me. He'd kiss me until we both forget why we were mad about each other. He'd kiss me until we couldn't open our mouths. But as the clock kept ticking, my hope subsides. I have this feeling na hindi uuwi sakin si Kaide ngayong gabi.

I was already sitting on my bed while reading a novel of Sylvia Day when I decided I need to call him. I need to know if he'll come or not. So that I wouldn't be naive to wait for nothing. But the phone kept on ringing. Hindi nya sinasagot ang tawag ko. And that frustrates me. Ano ba'ng pinagkakaka-abalahan ng isang tulad mo Kaide Gohara?

Bakit ganon? Why do I have to wait for him? Why do I have to revolve my life on him? Bakit ba kasi kailangang magkaroon pa ako ng nobyong gaya ng isang tulad nya? Too many complications. And I know how I hate complications, especially in a relationship. All I want is a smooth-sailing, just a smooth happily ever after. Pero bakit ganito?

Sa inis ko sa sarili ko, sa sitwasyong meron ako ngayon, at pati na kay Kaide, nagbihis ako at nag-ayos. If he can have his life why can't I have mine?

I pulled a MBD look with a red stiletto. I looked like a bitch partying. Well what's wrong with that?

I used my car to Club Zero. Hindi ko alam kung nakabuntot ba ang sumbungerong si Silver sakin, pero sana hindi.

I texted Natasha I hope it's not too late for me to party? Be there in 15. And I was shocked to receive a reply from her in instant! Omg! You're coming~ we're in VIP lounge. Hurry!

Nang ihinto ko ang kotse ko sa parking lot ng Club Zero, I had a contemplation going on. Itetext ko ba si Kaide o hindi? Kapag oo, magagalit sya panigurado. Baka sya mismo ang kumaladkad sakin pabalik sa condo ko. At kung hindi naman, malalaman't malalaman pa rin nya kung na saan ako o kung saan ako galing. Ang dami nyang connection. Idagdag pa ang sumbungerong si Silver. And he'll be mad as well. So basically, kahit ano pang piliin ko in the end, the ever great Kaide Gohara will be mad.