Y/n's POV:
I am tired. I have been running errands all day long. Thankfully this is my last stop after this I can go back to my Bucky .I haven't seen him all day. I miss him already.
I park my car near the gas station and go inside the shop to get some supplies.
All done I think when something comes at me with speed. The last thing I remember before getting hit was thinking of Bucky.
I'm lying on the floor. There is glass everywhere. My ears are ringing. I can't see much. My head hurts and there's something wet falling off of it.
Blood. I recognise.
I can't move. There's something heavy on me. I try to turn my head to see what it is not i can't. My leg is trapped the place is wrecked.
Bucky I think. I need to call him.
I need to tell him I'm okay.
I reach for my phone but it hurts to move. I somehow make to get a hold of it.
I fumble with my phone for some time trying to call him. The line finally rings and he answers immediately.
"Hey,doll"I hear him say and that's all it took to break me.
I start to tear up. I want to talk to him but I can't speak.
"Doll... Are you okay?"he asks me his voice worried, on edge.
"Y/n?"he
"Bucky..."I try to say something, anything."buck I can't move."I tell him. I can't recognise my own voice it's low ,full of pain.
"Doll ,talk to me. Tell me where you are"I can hear him but I can't talk much. His voice is far away but I still try to answer his question.
"G-gas ss-station"I tell him cause that's the last thing I remember.
"You're okay. You hear me doll. You are absolutely fine. Just stay with me. Don't hang up."he tries to keep me talking but I can't.....I just can't.
I'm bleeding from my head and somewhere else too.i can't figure where.
I see the shop is starting to go up in flames. I'm scared. I try to sit up, I try to do something to save myself when I see a piece of glass piercing my abdomen.
'oh so that's what was bleeding. Great'i think.
"Baby can you hear me.....doll say something"Bucky's voice brings me back to the present.
"I'm here"I say even though I'm not sure for how long. I'm afraid of what comes next. I'm scared to leave Bucky alone so I try to hang on but I know I can't do that for long.
"Buck I can't... stay for...long".I tell him the truth.
It hurts to try to say goodbye to the person you love the most but I can't just leave I need him to know how much I love him. I need him to be okay.
"No no no no stay with me. You just keep talking to me. I'm almost there doll. Just hang in there ...for me".
I know he's lying,there's no way he is already here. I still love him for trying so hard.
I try to move a little again..... For him.
For my Bucky but it's of no use. My leg is still stuck under whatever feel on it and I cry out in pain from the effort.
I hate this. I hate having to leave him like this but I can't hang on any longer it hurts too much.
"Buck"I say slowly losing consciousness .
"Yeah,baby. I'm right here"he says still on call with me.
"I love you"I finally say losing all hope of getting out of here.
I hate myself for being so weak. I hate that I will be hurting Bucky like this. I hate everything about this situation.
"No... No. Doll, don't do that. Don't you fucking say goodbye. You're gonna be okay. You understand....... You're gonna be fucking okay."I want to believe him so bad right now. I want to be near him. To see him one last time.
"I'm sorry".
I close my eyes and envision him. His perfect face. His beautiful blue eyes. His soft brown hair. His adorable little smile. For a minute there I forget that I was in any pain.
I just remember him. My love. The man I'll always love. No matter what.
I can't hear him now. I know he is saying something. It's faint I catch a few words. I hear him begging me to hand on a little longer but I can't.
"No...y/n don't do this to me. Stay please. Please. I'll do anything. I'll get you that dog you've been wanting. I'll give you anything doll please just...... Please... Don't go... Don't leave me."
I want to laugh that he is ready for anything right now. If only I could get out of here in time. I can see the flames reaching me. I know it's my time.
So I stay there and wait for it to end cause that's all I can do.
The last thing on my mind being my love. My Bucky.
