Hostile Nature

Chapter 9 : For her

Kian's POV :

I burry my head deeper into the couch, trying to block out the sound of Jessie bitching. They just got home and I already want to fucking kill her.

"Kai, I told you not to fight anyone. But you...."

"I know Jess." She lets out a long sigh. "Please, just shut up." She makes a hand gesture.

"Well , my bad for caring " Jessie huffs and walks off. She's always so over dramatic. And now that I've talked to Kai, I see what she means. She yells at Kai for Every little thing. She's a fucking adult, let her do what she pleases.

I place a pillow over my head as Trevor and Dylan come in from the pool.

The last three weeks have been fucking confusing. Not the sex situation, but The Kai situation. Everyone thinks we're together but we don't care. We'll walk out of each others rooms as if there our own, not caring if they see us or not. I find myself staying up to make sure she's asleep . If she isn't I'll stop her before she leaves and make her lay with me. I feel comfortable with her next to me. Its fucking insane and I constantly feel hypocritical and guilty for judging her because she's not at all who I thought she was. She's just been through a lot of shit and it fucked her up, Just like Jc said .There for, she prefers to be quite and keep to herself to not blow the fuck up.

I look to the other end of the couch to look at her. She's curled up in a ball with wishbone on her lap and hazle next to her. Her eyes are closed but she nods as Dylan talks to her. We just got back from her third fight. She's won all of them, but this one was the longest. The girl was ten times her fucking size and basically through her around the ring, also giving her a busted lip. But she ended up beating her ass in the last round.

She's stubborn as fuck. I would of gave up. But that's what keeps me wanting more from her.

"Can you take us back to Trevor's?" Dylan asks her. She sighs but sits up, nodding.

She looks fucking exhausted.

"I'll take them" I stand up, grabbing my keys from the counter.

She waves me off. "No it's okay. I'll do it."

I roll my eyes . Here we go.

"No. Look at you. Your tired as hell." She glares at me but I dont back down.

She looks to Dylan and he nods. "Fine."

She walks to Dylan and hugs him. "I love you ." She smiles at his words and returns them .
He is the only one I ever heard her say I love you too. Not Jessie or anyone else.

"Go to the car I'll be there in a minute."

Without a word they leave and I turn to her. "Go to bed." My voice demanding. I know when I leave she'll either just lay here or watch a movie. No matter how tired she is.

"Whatever" She goes to push past me. Shes so grumpy.

I grab her wrist. " Don't be mad." I bring our body's closer.

Her hands fall against my chest and she resists my embrace at first but quickly gives in. Her head collapsing with her hands on my chest. Even though she won't admit it, I know she likes when I hold her.

What girl wouldn't.

"I won't be able to fall asleep." She whines.

I smile into her hair. "If your not asleep when I get back you can come to my room."

What the fuck is wrong with me? This girl is fucking getting to me, quick. And I don't know what to do about it.

"Kian!" Trevor Yells from outside and I sigh. Cussing at him as Kai pulls out of my grip.

She smiles wearily and walks up the stairs.

She's so...fluffy when it's just us. Then we're around everyone else, she's brutal again.

"You like my sister don't you?" Dylan asks after seconds of silence, amusement clear in his voice.

I actually think about his words. Maybe I do like her, Thats none of his fucking business.

"What If I do?" I challenge with a sly smirk.

I've known Dylan, and Trevor for years and They know Im not shy about my feelings.

"You better not screw her over. She's my bestfriend."

I just nod, not wanting to talk about it.

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I slowly open her door, secretly hoping she is still up.

Her hair is spread out on the pillow under her, that would usually be my chest. Her eyes are lightly closed.

As much as I want to wake her up for my own selfish reasons, I leave her, knowing she has problems sleeping.

I turn off the light and leave. Normally I would stay up, but I don't think she's gonna wake up. She was so tired.

I hate that I give a shit about her.
I hate that I fucking care. Care if she can't sleep, care if she is mad at me , care if she is upset with me. Ive never cared about anyone other than my mom and sisters but they dont want to have nothing to do with me now.
Because I'm a emotionless piece of shit. But not for her.

Not for Kai.