Hostile Nature

Chapter 18: Success

Kai's POV:

Four days. Four days of not leaving my room unless I know he's gone. Four days of wanting to punch myself in the face for being so damn stupid. Four days of no sleep, because my nightmares came back. Four days of his words repeating in my head.

Have fun finding someone to put up with how fucked up you are.

Asshole.

I know he was mad and hurt but damn.

I know if I see him, I'll fall right back to him or we'll just fight untill it leads to other things. I know I can't avoid him forever , we live in the same house but i can try.

A knock on my door brakes my thoughts and Jessie walks in.
"I don't remember saying come in." I keep my eyes on my laptop.

"Do you wanna go to the store with me?" She asks.

"No."

"Come on, you've been in your room all week. He isn't even here." She whines.

I shrug.

"Fine if you don't come with me, I'll just stay in here with you." She sits next to me on my bed looking at my laptop.

"What are we watching?"

"I'm watching Avengers." I make sure the word I'M , is clear to her.

"Oh what is it about?"

I know damn well she knows . she's not gonna leave me alone. "Ugh. Fine, let me get dressed."

She jumps from the bed. "Yay." She scurries out the room and i get dressed, already feeling annoyed.

I put on light blue denim shorts, that I'm only wearing because I need to wash clothes and A white no sleeve shirt with my white high top vans.

I leave my hair the way it is and grab my phone from my bed.

I shut my door and head downstairs. I almost fall face first when I see the person I've been trying to avoid stands at the kitchen counter with Alex, Jc sitting across from them.

Just when I go to step backwards to the stairs Alex notices me. "Hey Kai." He smiles his cheeky smile.

Why couldn't I fall for him?

Kians head shoots up to make eye contact with me. Its so weird seing him after so long. I know it was only a couple days but it feels like a decade since I felt his touch. He looks so good. His hair is perfectly up off his forehead, he has a black shirt on and his muscles pop out. God.

The intensity of his stare makes me pull my head away and look at Alex.

"Hey." I feel uncomfortable and out of place. I haven't felt like this since my first day here.

He opens his mouth to talk again but his phone rings and he steps out the backdoor.

I look at Jc begging him to say something. " I'll go get Jessie"

Thats not what I ment.

I push my nervous thoughts to the back of my head and put back on my hard demeanor.

I ignore his stare and walk past him and to the fridge.

"Well hey to you too." He rolls his eyes but I ignore him.

He brakes the silence again. I know how much he hates when I ignore him. "You know I didn't mean what I said right?" He says catching me off guard, talking about the words ive been thinking about all week.