Pezzy One Shots

let her go

(a/n: hello friends!! just to let you know that if my activity drops on here for the next few weeks, I'm sorry I can't do anything about it. anyways, enjoy!!)

Pezzy's POV

I sighed, looking down at my phone and some of the last few messages we had sent to each other before the break up.

Y/N ❤️: I love you, sleep well x

Pezzy 💙: I love you more ❤️❤️

If only I had known a few weeks after that I would make the dumbest decision of my life.

FLASHBACK...

I opened the front door, seeing Y/N standing in front of me, looking gorgeous as always. "Come in." I closed the door behind her and followed her into the living room. "Is everything okay? You've been acting...different." "Um...Y/N, you know I love you, right?" "Mhm..." "And I always will, but...I feel like the spark between us is gone..." Y/N's face went pale.

"So...you want to break up?" "I'm sorry..." I started tearing up. "No, it's okay...it's fine..." I could see Y/N begin to tear up as well. "Can you promise me something?" "Yeah, what is it?" "Can we at least try and stay friends?" "I promise..." I watched as Y/N reached into her bag and pulled out a small box.

"I was gonna give this to you on our anniversary, but I feel like you should have it now." I opened it and saw a locket. And upon opening it I saw a picture of us inside. "Thank you...I love it..." I hugged her tight. "I don't want to hate you, I just want to remember the good times we had..." She weakly smiled. "I'm sorry I have to go now, I've got a doctor's appointment." She grabbed her bag and rushed for the front door.

"Y/N, wait!" I ran up to her and hugged her tight. "I love you..." I heard her sniffle, making my heart shatter. "I love you too..." Then I watched her leave my house for the last time.

END OF FLASHBACK...

Ever since then I've had memories of us replay in my head from when we were together. Like when she would appear in my streams and on my social media. Very quickly after the break up, fans connected the dots and started speculating as fans will do.

"Goddamnit, why won't you get out of my fucking head?!" I yelled, accidentally making Sly jump. "Sorry, Sly." I kissed her forehead before she ran off. I went onto Instagram and saw Y/N's post first thing on my feed. I didn't have the heart to unfollow her. I immediately realised that she was wearing one of my hoodies that I had left at hers one night. I turned my phone off and decided to distract myself by recording with Grizzy.

TIMESKIP TO 7 MONTHS LATER...

I still hadn't fully gotten over the break up but I was doing better than I was before. As I was streaming and talking to my chat, I got a text from Puffer.

Puffer 🐡: you need to see this

I look of confusion came over my face as he sent me a YouTube link. So I tapped on it and it lead me to Y/N's YouTube channel which made me groan out of frustration. Then I read the title.

QnA w/ my boyfriend <3

I didn't even realise it but I was crying. I cut my stream short as I carried on watching the video. Y/N looked...happier. And that feeling returned. The same one I had when me and Y/N started dating. And then the realisation truly hit me.

I was still in love with her. And I couldn't do anything about it.