What Are These Feelings?

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The party was taking forever and remember when there were a group of mothers gossiping over me? One of them finally had the balls to actually come up and accuse me.

"How come you're working here? I know who you are, Y/N L/N. You worked at the police department. You're a fucking psycho for working here near so many kids." One of the mothers sneered at me, thinking I was going to be afraid of her from finding out who I am and what happened in the past. I couldn't help it. I snorted and went into a full blown chuckle, making the mother raise an eyebrow at me.

"Mrs whatever your last name is. I'm working here to 'reconcile' my actions. I know what I did and now you pointed it out. I'm not sorry at all for what happened. Call me a psycho again, I dare you." I challenged her, shocking the mother completely, I did get a full blown harsh slap from her. It did hurt I won't deny and I was tempted to punch her. I really was. I gently brushed my hand over the tingle feeling in my face yet little did I know, it caused a nosebleed.

No one was noticing what had happened except a few of the parents but from the looks of it, they all knew who I am. There's no way I'll be getting help out of them. I stayed silent but I wasn't going to give a reaction, no way in hell. I gave a sincere smile although I was fuming. "Have a good day." I simply said and I walked away. I really am trying my hardest not to be a problem. I saw Sunny stare at me in stun, as if he was expecting me to become physical especially after that slap. I smiled, giggling to myself at his reaction.

He gave me a frown and immediately walked over to me. This confused the fuck out of me, I was about to say something when he was right infront of me. "Hush." Sunny says as he checks my face whilst cupping it. I blushed from the actions. "Su-"

"Y/N. Do you know that you have a nosebleed?"

I was taken aback by the question so I raised my hand to my nose and I felt something warm when I touched the blood. I looked at the dark liquid and shrugged. "Oh well. I'll just go to the toilets and clean myself up." I answered with a smile. There's nothing to worry about in my opinion. I thought to myself but I didn't move as I was enjoying my face being cupped my Sunny. My heart was skipping a beat whilst there were butterflies dancing in my stomach.

My body was screaming to lean in and my brain wanted me to kiss Sunny, but we were separated by DJ Music Man. "Y/N we need to talk, it's urgent."

I looked over at him and I gave a quiet grumble to myself but I was at relief as I didn't make the mistake just yet. I pulled away from Sunny and walked with DJ. He and I left the massive room and we stood outside of the doorway, facing each other. I waited for him to speak first.

"First off, I want to see if you're alright. Especially after that slap. That should've caused a concussion. Second.. I just saved your ass from making a mistake." DJ began to list. I looked at the ground when he mentioned the close to kissing Sunny. I started to blush profusely at the thought. "I know. But.. I don't know what went through my head." I confessed.

These feelings for Moon and Sunny. They're everywhere and I'm not sure what to do or what I'm actually feeling. "I feel tingly and I get butterflies in my stomach. I don't know how to control it." I continued to confessing how I'm feeling as DJ just stayed silent and listened to me. I feel odd that I'm speaking about it all. "I know.. I shouldn't feel like this. I haven't felt like this for anyone. Especially for two people at the same time." I added.

I stopped talking and looked at the humanoid (spider based) animatronic, his four arms crossed together as he went into thought. Although he already knows the answer. DJ gave an exhale, "It's love, my dear, love." I stared right at him and I couldn't help but cackle at the word. Love. What a strange thing. But he knew. He knew I wasn't going to believe him, that I was going to wave off the thought of it just being love. I continued to laugh before realising that DJ was right. I covered my mouth out of shock whilst starting to feel the warmth rise into my cheeks.

"But how? Isn't it weird and wrong to love 2 at the same time?" I asked, believing it to be wrong and counting it as cheating. I didn't know that I was wrong again.

"Y/N, I believe that you can, it is uncommon to see it, yes, but it's called 'Polyamory'* or 'Polygamy'*. You can have that type of relationship , you just need all parties to agree.. Moon will be difficult to get him to agree." DJ explained before pointing out that Moon can be as much stubborn as me. Plus overprotective of what is his. I thought about it all but before I could actually get a word out, DJ and I were called to come back to the party which we obliged and saw Moon and Sunny separated but looking different and really cool.

* In polygamy, one person has multiple partners, whereas, in polyamory, both the partners are allowed to take multiple lovers or one lover. Polyamory means having multiple lovers and polygamy means having multiple spouses. Both are unconventional, uncommon practices in contemporary Western society.

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Not a lot of words but it was so difficult to think of something to add to this chapter :(
Sorryyyyyy I'll make sure to do better in the next chapter, speaking of.. See you in the next chapter!!
Eclipse <3

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