If Me Did Know

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After Prince did calm dung himself, me tek him up and bathe him off, since him did full a dirt and blood,

So when me done me carry him up to me room fi lay dung

"Yuh wah anything else ?"

I asked as I leaned on the door

Rain was pouring heavily that night, too heavy caz lightning did a flash and thunder did a storm

"Yeah.."

"Wah dat ?"

"You.."

He said rubbing down the sheets and looking at me up diss down

"Yuh gwan enuh Prince"

He suddenly got up  and came over me and pinned me down on the  wall

"Wah yuh mean, me love yuh enuh Dayna, me love yuh so fucking much that me kill fi yuh and if yuh neva realized me will even go the extra mile and kill me self fi yuh"

He then wrapped his hands around my throat gently

"Yuh see dah ring deh me give yuh, is not a promise ring enuh, Issa engagement ring me give yuh caz me nuh love promises, a business me mean."

I chuckled nervously...

He kissed me down on my neck, he then rubbed down my stomach and kneeled and down and kissed it

"Yuh see yuh belly, he looked up at me " the only ting weh deh inside a it a mi youth dem and me hood."

I smiled at him warmly as I played in his hair

But in truth I had a secret weh me real wah tell Prince but me know seh if me tell him

Him ago blame himself every day seh a fi him fault mek it happen

Caz after the car  accident, the doctor dem did seh it ago be hard fimi fi breed again since the car accident did damage me pelvis.

"Umm... Prince me avve sommu very serious fi tell yuh"

I said as I helped him up from the ground

He then towered over me since he was tall asf

He looked down at me with the malt pleading eyes, he then hold onto my hands and kissed them

"Wah wrong yah now b?"

"Umm... about the baby story"

"Wah bout it ?"

"How yuh would a feel if yuh wouldn't be able to avve a child ?"

"Weh yuh mean?"

"Like seh... one a we did infertile"

He looked down at me dumbfounded

"Dat couldn't be possible yuh already did a breed fimi but yuh did lose it,"

"Yeah but what if dat neva did gwan and one a we did infertile"

"Well Dayna, it would a be alright as long as a me and you together, everthing will work out, and besides we avve the option fi adopt if dat go gwan witch me know seh dat nah guh happen"

I smiled at him, tears began clouding over my eyes, I quickly blinked rapidly not wanting any to fall .

Looking down I quickly looked away from his gaze

"Dayna yuh alright"

"Yeah...no.." my voice breaking

He quickly lift up my cheek

"B wah wrong"

"Di thing is... Prince we might ago fi adopt one child inna the future together"

he stood in one position not moving at all, until he came back to his senses

"Weh yuh mean Dayna"

"The thing is, the baby weh me lose, is possibly the only child that me could a have."

He hold tightly on my arm

"Dayna a lie yah Blct tell"

Tears began to fall down my cheeks

"Anuh lie, di doctor tell me seh after the car accident, dem realized dat me pelvis did injured and it ago be hard fimi fi have one pickney,"

"Suh dem give yuh nuh solution fi help"

He said pleadingly

"Well...dem give me the option fi either do treatment every six month fi help recover me pelvis but it likely might nuh work"

He started to Bang his fist on the door

Prince stab do dat

I pleaded

Him continue do it till me see him fist bruise up

"Wah mek yuh neva tell me sooner, suh me could a give the pussy a more painful death eeh"

"Prince please juss calm dung a nuh fi him fault"

"So weh yah try seh a my fault den"

I stood silent

"Dayna talk to me !!!"

"Yes... caz if me did tan a Kingston and neva guh a di carnival nothing like dis wouldn't a gwan"

After dem words deh come out a mi mouth, me juss did a seh to me self seh if only me could a turn back time and lock me mouth

"Arri if a dat yuh believe, Dayna me sorry seh me out yuh in an dah position yah and a hope yuh avve a nice life without me inna it."

He said silently as he went out the door and left my room

Me did want fi call him back  and tell him seh me neva mean it but bwoii me guilt did a kill me so juss lena back pon di door and slowly fall me sled a grung and start bawl

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