Always

Chapter 19

Jacks pov

It's now been two months and I get out of rehab today. I know everyday will be hard after this but I'm glad I got help. I no longer want to drink. It drove everyone away from me. Even my own parents won't talk to me. The only person I have anymore is Gabs. Not that she isn't enough but I wish I still had Bells with me.

"Hey bub, ready to go home?" She asks me. Since I had to go to rehab I got evicted from the apartment and have to go live with Gabriella. She has an extra bedroom for me. Her and her boyfriend live there with their baby. Oh yeah they have a baby now. I didn't even know she was pregnant until she brought me to rehab. I was too drunk to even care before. I'm glad she has her life put together. I can't say I'm not jealous though. I can only think of Bells and how good our life could've been if I didn't pick up that first drink.

"Yes I'm ready." I reply to her. We get into her car and head to her house. "Gab, have you heard from her?" I ask her. "No I haven't I'm sorry Jack." She says. I honestly wish she would've called Gabs at least told her that she was somewhere safe. "Do you have a charger? My phone is dead since I haven't been on it in 2 months." I tell her. "Yeah, her you go." She hands me her car charger and I let it sit there. I wonder what everyone has been up to since I've been in rehab. Finally my phone comes on. I have a text from my mom "I miss you sweetie I'm glad you're getting help."  I miss her too. I have a call from an unknown number. I decide to dial it back ring ring. "Hello." The voice says on the other end. I recognize it. It's Isabelle. "Bells?" I say. "Uh I gotta go." With that she hangs up. I try to call her again but no answer straight to voicemail. I can't text her since it's an unknown number.

Where is she? Why won't she just talk to me so I can explain. We get to Gabs house finally. "Can I use your laptop?" I ask her. I plug my phone into it and search up the unknown number so I would actually be able to text her. It comes through. It's a Kansas number. She moved to Kansas? I try texting her, "Hey Bells. It's me Jack. I just want to say I'm sorry and see if we could talk?" Message sends but not delivered. She blocked my number. I have to find her. I have to apologize. I have to get her back I think to myself. "Hey what are you doing? Want to go get some food with us?" Gabriella asks me. "Um no I'm not too hungry right now I'll think I'll stay in for tonight." I answer back to her. "Okay we'll be back later." And they leave.

I stay up all night using gabs laptop to figure out where Isabelle could be right now. Knowing her she would move to a small town. And into a cheap apartment. There's 3 different ones in Kansas that would fit her. I'll leave tomorrow and try to find her. It's not too far from here.