Always

Chapter 5

I'm finally ready for my date just in time when the doorbell rings. I decided to go with a lavender dress, nude heels, a pearl necklace, with minimal makeup. I put my hair up in a high ponytail, but had the ponytail curled.

I come out of my room, "Do I look okay?" I ask Gabriella. Her mouth drops, "you look stunning, doesn't she look amazing Jack?" I look over at him, "she looks okay." "Wow." Is all I respond with. "Don't listen to him, he's just jealous because he can't get himself a date." She says while scolding him. I walk to the front door where Mark is waiting for me. "You look good!" Mark said. I look at Gabriella like 'Did he really just say good and not amazing?' and she just shrugged her shoulders.
I leave with Mark and tell Gabriella I'll be home late and to not wait up. "So where are we going?" I ask him with a smile on my face. "You'll see when we get there, I don't want to ruin the surprise." He smirked and I got a bad feeling from this, but I went with it because he's always been super nice. He tells me to close my eyes and I do as I say. I hear my car door open then feel him grab my hand to help me out. What a gentleman I thought. We start walking for what feels like 10 minutes until I feel grass underneath my feet.
"Where are you taking me?" I ask while smiling and laughing. "We're here" he says, "open your eyes". I do as he says and there is Mark, Theo, and 2 other football guys standing there with buckets of water balloons. I get drenched and all I can yell is "Stop, please stop". At this point, I'm in tears. I thought it was going to be such a good date. It's already 11pm because he drove me farther away, but now I assume in circles and I just didn't notice. They all hopped into Mark's car and left me there at the football field of my school.
It was too late to call Gabriella, she would already be asleep and nothing could wake her up. I reach out for my phone wondering if I should even bother with Jack. I hit the call button and he picks up in two rings. He sounds like he's panting. "Jack?" I cry. "What do you want, I'm kind of in the middle of something." He says. "F-forget it. I-it's fine. I'll w-walk." I say through my tears.
"Where are you?" He says. "At the highschool, but.." Beep, the line went dead. I start to walk home and soon I see headlights coming to me. The car stops right before me and Jack gets out. Then a girl gets out with him. I guess that's what he was so busy with. "Get in." Is all he said. I did as he said and cried silently in the back of the car. He drives around until he gets to an unknown house.
"Get out." He says. I thought he was talking to me so I started to grab the handle. "Not you Bell, her." He says looking only at her. "What the fuck, you're kicking me out of the car?" she yells. "Yes, I dropped you off at your house, just get out." She gets out and slams the door shut. I watched her march up to her house as we drove away. "I'm sorry I interrupted your night." I say trying to hide back my tears. "She was just to pass time anyway." What a dick thing to say, but he was nice enough to come get me so I keep that thought to myself.
"Do you think we could stop by the graveyard?" He replied with a nod and we headed to the graveyard where my parents lay. "I won't be long," I said as I got out of the car. He stood outside of the car on his phone as I talked to my parents. "Mom, Dad. I hate being here without you. I miss you guys so much. I could use a hug right now." I start balling. "Why are boys so mean?" I ask as if they could actually respond to me. I calmed myself down. "I wish I would've been the one at home that night, not you guys." I stand up and now not only am I soaked but I'm also covered in dirt. "I love you guys".
I walked back to the car where Jack held out his jacket for me to wear. He's never nice to me, but he must feel a little remorse for me right now. I take it and sit down in the front seat to just stare out the window. "Thank you" was all I said and the car was filled with silence until we got home. I went straight to my room to change into sweatpants and a baggy shirt. I finally fell asleep.
I woke up at 4AM, after 3 hours of sleep. That's all I got. I walked to my kitchen to grab a glass of water. It was so dark in the house. I chug down my glass of water and sit at the counter. I start crying. "I'm done," I whispered to myself. I was done with trying, caring, feeling. I wanted to shut it all off. "Done with what?" A husky voice said right behind me. I jumped right off the seat. "Jack, what are you doing down here?" I ask him.
"First off, it's my house. Second, I couldn't sleep." he responds. "You don't have to be such a dick to me all the time you know." I say. He doesn't say anything back. We stood there in silence, I realized how close he actually was to me. I tried to take a step back, but the counter was there. He saw me do this. He takes another step closer to me and traps me in with his arms. He leans down close to my left side. I can feel his warm breath on my neck. "Do I make you nervous?" he says in his husky voice. I wish I could say it didn't turn me on, but it did. I couldn't let him know that though. "Not at all, I'm just wondering why you're so close to me right now." I say with sass as I cross my arms over my chest.
He laughs at what I say, "I think I'm turning you on Princess." I could melt at those words, but I stand my ground. "It's not that easy Jack, now let me go." I push him back in the chest. He is rock solid and so hot. He's only in sweatpants and my god if he wasn't such a dick. He smirks as I walk away from him and I roll my eyes. I tried to get into my room as fast as I could. He stops me as soon as I get to my door. "Roll your eyes one more time Princess and I'll show you what I do when someone disobeys me." He whispers to me. I scoff, "You wish." with that I shut my door and lay back down.
His bedroom is right next to mine, so I hear his bedroom door shut too. He has me so turned on right now, I'm soaked. I take out my toy from my nightstand and put it inside of me. I let out a moan on accident. I don't think he could hear me, but I also don't want to take any chances. I turn it on and it feels so good. I haven't had sex in 2 months, so I was needing this release. It starts getting closer and closer until I moan again and cover my mouth with my hand. I picture Jack on top of me saying "cum for me princess." It sends me over the edge. My eyes roll back and I'm done for. I shut it off and put it back in my nightstand.
I lay there trying to fall asleep, but realize it's now 6:30am and I know I won't be able to fall asleep now. The sun was starting to rise. I decided to just go jump in the shower and wash the tiredness away from me. I open my door and it creaks a little, even though I'm trying to be quiet. I get undressed and get into the steaming hot shower. I let the water roll over me. I sit there for a few and then get out of the shower. I wrap my towel around me and open the shower door to see Jack standing outside of it.
"Stalking me?" I ask. He smirks at me. "Next time you want to pleasure yourself, I can help with that." He says then walks back into his room. My face is flushed. Fuck, I didn't want him to hear that. I put on my underwear and close my black out currents. It's only 7am so I'll just take a nap for a little bit. I woke up around 1:30pm. I didn't mean to sleep that long. I get dressed in a cute, but basic outfit. Jeans with a cropped hoodie and my white air forces.

I head downstairs for lunch since I already missed breakfast, but nobody is home. I call Gabriella and she doesn't answer. I messaged her asking where everyone was. I need new clothes for school so I grab my car keys and decide to get food on the way to the mall. I got a few different outfits for school and then a few different club dresses. I also got a couple things of makeup so I can make myself feel better.
I get home and everybody is sitting in the living room. Gabriella's mom is like another mom to me. She always has been. "Did you get something good?" Her mom asks me. She looks and acts just like Gabriella, but a little older. "A few things that could make a girl feel better." I smile at her and head up to my room. I don't hang out down there much. It just feels too much like a family, while mine is broken. I'm thinking of going out to a club tonight, but I want to take a nap first.