Always

Chapter 13

I wake up with Jack's arm around my waist for the 4th day in a row. I could get used to this I think to myself. No he's not even your boyfriend, don't be vulnerable. That's the little voice in my head again.

I try to move Jack's arm but he wakes up and pulls me in closer. "Not yet, I'm not ready to get up yet. Five more minutes?" He says. "We have to get up mi amor." I say to him without even thinking. Nice going Bell practically confess your love to him.

"Mi amor?" He sits up fast. I blush, I just. It's just some words. I didn't mean. I just. He places a soft kiss on my lips. "How are you feeling today princess?" He asks me. "I feel good. Ready to get back to work that's for sure. I'm sick of laying in bed all day." I get up to go to my office. "Wait!" Jack calls out after me. I don't stop. I just wanted to walk into my office. I open the door and I have my whole computer set up. A seperate computer to game on and it's all decorated. "Jack did you do this?" I ask him surprised. "Yeah, I'm sorry I got bored while you were sleeping. I just wanted to make it feel more homey in here." He says in one breath. "Thank you so much baby." Baby just slipped out. I really need to start thinking through what I say.

"Um Bell, I know it's different now. Us going from barely talking and me being an asshole to this." He gestures between us. I look at him to tell him to continue. "I know you said you didn't want a relationship and I completely understand if you don't still, but would you.." "Yes!!! A thousand times yes!" I jump into his arms and kiss him with so much passion and want. "Wait you were going to ask me to be your girlfriend right?" I laugh but my face his heating up. "Yes I was princess." He says. Then my thoughts shoot to Gabriella. "What about gabs? How will she take this? You're her brother, I'm supposed to be her bestfriend." I look up at him with tears in my eyes. "Calm down. I already talked to her when you were in the hospital. I told her how I felt. And she said she already knew." He explains to me. "She did? How come she never told me?" He shrugged his shoulders.

He grabs my hand and pulls me downstairs to eat breakfast with him. "So girlfriend, just work and school for you today right?" He asks me. I know he's asking because he doesn't want me to go anywhere else without him after what happened. I don't either. "Yep just work and school boyfriend." We both smile at the cheesy name calls and continue eating our breakfast in silence. Eventually he leaves for school and tells me he'll be back afterward. I get to work on my laptop.

I hear a knock at my door. I know it's not Jack because he has school until 3 and it's only 2:30 now. I peak out of my window by the door to see nobody is there. I open the door to flowers sitting on my porch. White roses. My favorite. I pick them up and smell them before I shut and lock the door again. I little note card that read "to mi amor" I smile reading it. I know he's just mocking me for calling him that this morning but it's still cute. I put the vase of flowers on my kitchen table and go back upstairs to shower.

I'm under the water letting it hit me because the warmth just feels so good on my skin. I have my eyes closed relaxing after working and doing my schoolwork too. A hand grabs me by the throat and the other around the waist. I know by the touch it's jack. I instantly smile. "Did you get my present? He whispers in my ear then nibbles it. "Yes." I somehow manage to croak out. He turns me around to face him. "Good afternoon girlfriend." "Good afternoon boyfriend" I reply. I kissed me softly then more rough. He asks to explore my mouth with his tongue and I open up to let him. He grabs me by my ass and ours my back up against the wall. I can feel is length on my ass. Its large. The biggest one I've ever well felt because I haven't seen it yet.

He starts to kiss my neck and I moan out his name. I know he loves it when I do that. I can see it in his eyes everytime. He moves his fingers down my body tickling me on the way. He reaches above my center and starts to rub it. "Oh Jack." I moan out. More like cry out. We still haven't had sex and my body is begging for him. He keeps rubbing me as his other hand turns off the water and carries me out of the bathroom into my room.

He lays me down on my bed gently and starts kissing me from my neck all the way down to my center. He sticks his tongue inside of me. It feels so good. "Oh jack please. I just want you." I beg. He keeps eating me out like I'm his dinner. I'm about to cum then he stops and comes back up to my neck. "Mm" I pout. He keeps kissing my neck and finally he enters his length into me. It rips me, I can feel it. But I've wanted it, I've been begging for it. He goes gently at first. I think he knew he was going to rip me. He stops after a few thrusts and asks me if I'm okay. "I'm good" I answer back to him. He starts going harder and I moan out. "Oh god yes Jack." This really gets him going. He flips me around onto my stomach and holds my ass up in the air. "You like this princess? Is this what you've been wanting?" I don't answer him I just moan.

He stops and I pout again. "Why'd you stop?" I ask him. "You didn't answer me. When I ask a question you answer it princess. Got it?"  "Yes" I answer back. "Yes what?" He says. He's just playing with me now. He knows I want him to keep fucking me. But he won't until I give him what he wants. He has so much self control. "Yes sir". I answer him again and with that he puts his hand around my throat and thrusts so deep into me. I jump up a little. He keeps going faster and harder every thrust. I can feel myself getting closer. "Your pussy is so tight princess. I know you want to cum. You can cum. Cum for me princess." I let out such a loud moan. "Ohhh jack" he thrusts a couple more times and then pulls out of me. That was the best sex I've ever had. I lie down and so does he. We're both panting for air. "I've been wanting to fuck you for so long and it was so much better than I ever imagined it would be." He says breaking the silence and the heavy breathing.

I smile at his words and start to get up. "Where are you going?" He ask me. "To finish my shower before you interrupted it remember?" I respond with sass. Which was such a bad idea. "Yeah we aren't done yet." He throw me back down on the bed and starts sucking on my center and thrusting his fingers inside of me. "Jack Jack. I already came. I won't be able to walk if you oh Jack." I cum again onto his fingers but it wasn't good enough. "Ride my face baby." "What?" I ask him. "You heard me." I get shy and start blushing. I've never rode anyone like that before. I've never even been ate out until Jack. I guess he can read that on my face because he grabs my hips and moves them the way I should. "You taste so sweet." He whispers. "Oh mi amor. I'm already going to cum again." I moan out. "I could eat you all day long princess." I cum all over his face and my legs start to shake so bad. I can't handle it anymore he realizes that too.

He picks me up and carries me into the shower. He washes my hair and my body for me. So gently. Like I'm fragile and could fall about at any time if he made a wrong move. I can't lie. It felt amazing. After my shower he dresses me and carries me downstairs to sit on his lap on the couch. "Jack?" I get his attention. "Why were you always mean to me?" I ask him while my head lays in the crook of his neck. "I'm sorry for always being mean to you. I never meant any of it." He says. "I know now that you didn't. And it's okay. I just want to know why." He lifts my chin up to look him in the eye. All I see is love in his eyes. That's all that's there. Not lust no anger like usual just love. Pure love.

"Princess, I've known you since elementary school. Do you remember when you would want to fake get married and have gabs as your maid of honor? I never minded being the groom because one day I knew I would actually marry you. You were always the light in my life you still are. I'm so happy and lucky to have you as my girlfriend. I know you've only started to like me, but I've loved you for years. I knew you never felt the same so I tried to be distant by being mean to you. But it didn't work."

"You love me?" I ask him. I'm searching for any lies in his eyes. Does he actually love me? All this time was I reading him wrong. The anger I thought I saw was it actually love in his eyes or was it pain? "I love you too mi amor." I knew I loved him. Maybe not as long as he has loved me, but I knew I had fallen for him in the time that we lived together at his house. "Would you move in with me?" I ask him without thinking. I look into his eyes and he's not saying anything. My heart is beating so fast it feels like it's going to burst out of my chest. "Will you?" I ask again.