Sanjay: tu mujhe sikayegi tu jiska zindagi mein kabhi baap ka Saya tak nahi mila woh mujhe sikayegi ki ek acche baap kaise hote hai
A tear escapes from her eyes remembering her father
Ab: haa aap ne bilkul sahi kaha meri zindagi mein Kabhi baap ka Saya nahi tha. Per acche baap kaise hote yeh tho mai bahut acche se jaanti hoon. Mere papa jaise. Mera ek bhai tha woh unka baccha unka khoon nahi tha. Phir bhi uss pe jaan chidakta tha mere papa. Uska har sapna mera Papa ka sapna tha uska kushi mein mere papa unde zyaada kush hota tha uske ghum usse zyaada roya tha. Uspe kabhi aanch tak nahi aane diya. Mere papa mamuli se driver aur tourist guide tha per jitne paise the na ussi mein meri mumma aur mere bhai Dono ko padata tha. Aap jaise log tho khud ke bacche ko bhoj samajte lekin mere papa kisi aur ke bacche ko apne jaan se bhi pyaar kia. Marte dhum usse pyaar kia aur kabhi usse nahi choda mere papa ka pyaar itna gehra tha ki mera bhaiyu apne sage baap ko hi tukra diya tha Aap ko nahi pata hoga per mere papa ne mere bhai ki surgery ke apni Zindagi ka saara kamai apni 2 gaadiya bhej diya tha. Meri mumma ki business ke liye apni ghar girvi rakha tha. I am proud of myself to be daughter of abhinav sharma jiski poori duniya uski family thi. Mai yahi nahi kahungi ki aap unke jaise bano bcoz mera papa ka standard aap jaise log kabhi reach nahi kar payenge. Per aap apne Krishna ka nandh baba na sahi vasu dev tho banke dekho pata chalega ki aap ke bete ko kya chahiye. Iske alawa mai aap se koi ummed nahi rakungi sir
******* In room,
Sanjay's words runs in her mind and she takes a photo from her bag
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"Papa iss ghar ke log bilkul acche nahi hai pehle numma ki insult karte the ab mujhe yaad dila rahe ki mai bina baap ke badi hui hoon mai anadh hoon. Mumma ne bataya tha aap bhi anadh the papa ab mai bhi anadh hi hoon. Aap hume chodke kyun gaye papa aap hote tho Kitna accha hota mumma aur mujhe yeh sabh sehna hi nahi padta. Bhaiyu bhi zinda hota hum sabh ek family banke kush hote ne papa. Sharma family aduri reh gayi papa Mai akeli ho gayi hoon. I miss you papa I miss you so much and I love you papa Mai aap se bahut pyaar karti hoon. Kaash bhaiyu ko jo pyaar mila woh mujhe bhi milta. Agar aap hote tho mai aap ki princess hoti na papa. hum Dono milke apni pjs aur badbad se mumma bhaiyu ko bahut pareshan karte. Aap apne car mein hume school le jaate. Mumma ne kaha tha aap bhaiyu ka 1st day of school pe bahut roye the aur woh aap ko chup karvaya tha hum woh bhi karte aur mumma kehti "woh school jaa rahi hai sasural nahi. Pata nahi bidai pe kya karoge". Aap hote tho meri shaadi aise nahi hoti papa. Bahut acche se hoti hum apna kasuali ghar sajate waha karte dhum dham se himachali style mein aue nah mujhe yeh khadoosman jaise fake pati milta. Bahut acche pyaare pati milta aap ki tarah. Per hum kuch bhi nahi kar paaye papa nah aap ko beti ka pyaar mila nah mujhe papa ka."
She hugs the photo and starts crying
"Aap bahut bhure ho kanha ji pehle paida hone se pehle hi mujhse mere papa ko bhaiyu ko cheena phir meri mumma ko. Mujhe anadh bana diya aur yaha phasaya mujhe jaha koi mujhe apna nahi maante kyun."
Armaan enters
Ar: kya hua
She wipes the tears
Ab: kuch nahi tumara fufa sa jo kaha uski wajah se papa ki yaad aayi hai
Ar: unki taraf se mai maafi mangta hoon I am sorry unhe aise nahi bolna chahiye tha
Ab: agar sabh ki taraf se maafi mangne lagoge tho tume mujhe roz 10 baar sorry bolna anyways I am OK buz aise hi emotional ho gayi
Ar: oh tho tum apne papa ko hum pe complaints bata rahi ho
Ab: yeh bachpan se mere daily routine hai poora day mein kya kya hua woh papa ko batana. pehle mumma aur bhaiyu karte phir Mai aur mumma karte the ab mai akeli har raat mumma aur papa dono ko batati hoon
Ar: wow next time se mai bhi tumpe complaints akshara mam aur abhinav sir ko hi batavunga
Ab: kar lo jeetni karni hai per sunenge mere hi bcoz yeh mera mumma papa hai tumara nahi hmm *turning her face*
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"Ek maa ko paida hone se pehle hi kho diya dusri maa ko nahi kho sakta mai"
Ab: armaan relax I can understand apne bachpan pe apne dil pe kya Asar padega jab aap ko pata chalega ki aap ko janam dena wala aap se milne begair hi duniya chod diya. Maine bhi apne papa ko kho diya iss duniya mein aane se pehle hi. Yeh dard mujhse better koi nahi jaanta. I promise maa ko kuch nahi hoga mai apni maa ko tho nahi bacha paayi but I promise mai tumari Maa ko kuch nahi hone dungi
