Healing

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Kemoni back story

                     𝓕𝓵𝓪𝓼𝓱𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓴

"Get up lil boy" 15 year old kemoni heard as he stirred in his sleep getting up only to see his moms cross faded face "yes mommy" kemoni said cringing his mom made him call her that she was one of those moms who wanted to fuck their son

"Get up you have more jobs to do" usually he would cry but he's been doing this for months,years,days he got up and showered and doing his hygiene and what not

He walked down stairs seeing a ugly lady standing next to his so called mother "ouu he's is so sexy" the ugly lady says "well he's all yours for the hour" my birth giver said as the lady  handed her 500 dollars

And I mugged the air I aint worth no 5 hunnid tf at least 1k I thought, the lady grabbed me pulling to a room

                     RAPE⚠️

She pulled down my pants and my heart started beating fast as I felt tears brim my eyes I always hated doing this but I didn't dare let any tears fall
She pushed me on the bed as she took off her clothes

All I could do was sit there and pray that I don't get and disease from this gremlin in front of me why are her tittes lopsided I thought to myself but snapped out of it when I felt her slide down on me

Her pussy was loose asf I sat their fake moaning like mom taught me she finished and her cum was yellow and shit I pushed her off me and ran to my room and busted into tears

I got in the shower and just sat there crying I felt so pussy put it was all I could do at the moment I quickly got out grabbing my blade from my drawer I got back it the  shower and began to cut my wrist the water turning red as I did

I went up closer to my vain and I cut it making me start gasping for air as I laid back and stopped struggling feeling at peace as darkness took over me

                  𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮

I was up at 8 am which I never really sleep that long but with za'riya I felt so at peace I never really had a long term relationship as I grew more attached to them I begin to get clingy like a new born wanting to be in your skin and shit

Most girls got tired of my clingy ways and left me I hope she didn't I stare at the girl laying next to me she starts to stir in her sleep I don't think anything of it until it gets more frantic and she starts breathing heavy

"No no please don't do this please" I heard her cry out in her sleep "baby wake up" I said as I tried to shake her awake "it's not my fault I promise I didn't mean to I'm sorry" she said in a low mumble what is she talking about I thought to myself "mami wake up" I said shaking her harder

She shot up frantically look around the room with tears running down her face but when her eyes met mine she calmed down "I-im sorry" she said looking down playing with her hands