" 𝗶 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗶 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗲"
And 20 year old girl za'riya is going through depression and doesn't know if she can fight any longer until she meets someone who has been through...
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𝔃𝓪'𝓻𝓲𝔂𝓪 𝓹𝓸𝓿
I wake up next to Kayla all the memories of last night hitting me like a truck I feel my breathing start to pick up and I get out of bed and go to the bathroom
Omfg I killed somebody I watched my best friend die I'm a horrible person
I thought I sat on the bathroom floor trying to control my breathing thinking about my baby
But nothing was working kemoni would always help me with my panic attacks but he's not here
"Riya? Are you okay" I heard Kayla say but I couldn't respond I heard the door lock pick and I saw Kayla with a expression I couldn't read due to my vision blurred with tears
"Hey hey it's okay" she said leaning down next to me but her words weren't working I needed kemoni
"I need kemoni please" I barely managed to get out "okay I'll call him yeah?" She asked and I nodded
She came back a few minutes later handing me the phone
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"Kemoni brown you have one collect call" one of the guards say and I immediately get up hoping it's from mami I grab the phone
"Hello" I said to the other person on the line "kemoni it's Kayla za'riya is having a panic attack a lot has happened in the past 24hrs and she needs to hear your voice" Kayla explained
My heart dropped to my toes literally "okay well hand me the phone" I said in a rushed tone "k-kemoni?" I heard za'riya say "yes baby look I need you to calm down for me okay" I told her
"I-I can't kemoni I killed him I didn't mean it I had to save our baby" she cried out and I was confused cause mami would never hurt a fly
"There both dead and it's all my fault moni I'm so sorry" she said crying harder and it hurt my heart that I couldn't be there to comfort her
"Hey baby you can explain to me later but I really need you to breath okay close your eyes and pretend I'm sitting there next to you okay?" I told her
"O-okay" she said and the line went silent all I heard was faint breathing I whispered reassuring words to her through the phone
